yesterday I had a weird moment that made me realize I want to get better at managing my emotions.
I cried because I lost my pen :c
sounds silly, but that pen was my favorite one for journaling, and journaling has been really comforting for me lately.
I was organizing my backpack, took everything out — including the pen — put things back, and later realized it was gone. I searched in a panic, checked the nearest store (no pens), then another (only pencils and box cutters, which made me laugh and cry at the same time). I still had 7 hours left at the coworking space, but instead of staying, I rushed back to my hotel. no pen there either.
the next day, first thing I did — I bought pens. four of them, in different colors. and honestly, the joy of getting new ones was bigger than the sadness of losing the old one. so I guess it turned out fine.
…but still, would be nice to handle things like this more calmly.
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