ishynya

ishynya

Hey! I took a few extra photos for the bunny girl set :3 Right now, I’m getting ready to go to the store. Yeah, I’m going out in the evening because I got really nervous today. The realtor brought clients who want to buy this apartment. It took quite a while and was really uncomfortable. But it seems like he decided to buy the place and renovate it. Also, I’m really worried because my only way of promotion is Reddit, and I’ve almost stopped posting there. On Fansly, I have zero visibility in FYP (recommended posts). As a result, I’m not getting new followers, and if this continues, my profile will just die. But what’s wrong with Reddit, and why am I posting less? Most of the subreddits that fit me are either banned, banned me, or are just dead with no active users. There are a few that are still alive, but I can’t keep posting the same photos (like thigh photos for a subreddit about hip bones), and I also can’t constantly create new cosplays. So, here we are. And I still don’t have the energy to manage additional social media. The final blow was when I told you about that one mod who banned me from 15 (don’t remember the exact number) subreddits. Basically, I’m scared of fading away. But I think that in the most critical moment, I’ll just pull myself together—like I usually do. I’m also thinking about letting go of these worries because they drain my energy—energy I could be using for content and promotion. But so far, I’m not doing a great job at it.

Today, I was reminiscing about my childhood. I don’t remember what I’ve already shared and what I haven’t. I want to tell you about my mom. My mom was and still is a wonderful and very kind person. Let’s start with the fact that for as long as I can remember, she has been into fitness. But she is very shy, so for most of my life, she either worked out at home or in places where there were no people. One of my warmest memories is from winter when she would put me on a sled and run with me as if I were a weight, always in empty places where no one was around. And when we got close to home, she would ask me to get off because she was too shy to be seen by people. It’s funny because this happened even when there was almost no snow, and the sled was mostly sliding on asphalt. Unfortunately, my sled was stolen later. Another memory is of my mom telling my teachers at school that I wouldn’t be coming that day, and in secret from my dad, we would go on a picnic in the forest by the lake. We grilled sausages and bread and ate vegetables. It felt incredibly special to enjoy all of that while other kids were sitting in school. I think my dad would have been very unhappy if he knew how we were skipping school. And once, when we were walking home, a thunderstorm started, and we decided to take our time and walk barefoot through the puddles. We came home happy and soaked. It was a warm summer day, so there was no fear of catching a cold. And back then, no one in our family had mobile phones, so there was no need to worry about them getting damaged in the water.

Hi, everybody :3 how is your mood? while i'm resting, i thought i'd play factorio, i plan to get the speedrun achieves and do all other achieves. because of the same plans i've been postponing the start for a long time, but the time has come! At least factorio doesn't have factorio 2, which would have killed the original. thoughts about PoE do not leave me. You can have opposite thoughts and tastes, it's fine if you don't like PoE and you adore PoE2, the problem is that they are different games and right now PoE fans have been robbed of their favorite game. That's the problem. Let PoE2 go its own way, it's great that there are those who like it. and let PoE continue to exist in parallel, for those who love it with all their souls and didn't find love in PoE2 someone may think that I am against innovation and only for old games, but this is not quite true. I was very much waiting for the release of PoE 2, but the closer the game was to the release in early access, the more I was scared of what was happening. First of all the broken promises and the incredibly long break in the leagues in PoE1, secondly the more discouraging gameplay of the second part. I like speed, I like madness and total mayhem, all of that was in PoE. But I can't help but notice the incredibly beautiful graphics and animations and music and design in PoE2, the style of the game is amazing, it feels like they decided to make it the main feature of the new game. In addition there are nice interface updates. Maybe I just wanted PoE2 to remain the same as PoE in gameplay, but with new mechanics, story, improved graphics and interface, I wanted it to be just as fun. However, the game has found new fans, many of whom would never have tried PoE because of the difficulty of learning the game. but already now I see some new players trying PoE2, getting the minimum knowledge they need, going to PoE and discovering the diamond of gamedev. I sincerely hope that GGG will solve the problem and Tencent will not hinder it.

I’ve finished working on the wig! But I didn’t manage to do anything else today and even ate only once. I feel like I work way too slowly. x) So, here are some photos of my Mita cosplay that I haven’t posted yet. And sorry for the dust. I don’t know how content creation works for other creators, but in my case, even though I have way less content—which is undoubtedly a downside of my profile—I spend an insane amount of time creating cosplays and looks. First, there’s the endless search online for items that, in theory, I could just wear and take photos with. Then, I search for wigs and accessories. After that, it’s multiple fittings, sewing, altering, and more fittings and altering. Then I realize something is missing, and I have to go to the store to buy more materials. It might seem like I’m buying ready-made wigs and costumes, but not a single one has been ready for cosplay straight out of the box. So, creating just one look takes a ton of time, and between more complex looks, I photograph something simple, like cute outfits. Even micro bikinis need to be altered. :D And wigs? That’s a whole saga. I used to just do a bit of trimming, but now I’m trying to learn how to style wigs. Since I haven’t become a professional at this yet, I end up spending an enormous amount of time on it. But I love the time I spend refining cosplays and looks. I’m sure many of the details I work on won’t even be noticed, or people might assume that’s how everything was from the start. But it’s important to me that I know about it. I put in this effort not just for you, but also for myself. Still, in the end, I’m providing a product, and people care about the final picture and the quantity of content, not how much effort went into it. The next cosplay is almost ready. I’m waiting for nail materials and lenses. Everything else is done. Time to start preparing for the next cosplay.

Hello everyone! I found the strength to continue my cosplay, but due to my current state of confusion, I forgot about the hairband... Even though I’ve managed to restore my routine, I still feel empty. My soul and body are struggling, but I know this will pass. I decided to treat myself and am now waiting for a pizza delivery. Today, I watched a video about information from the perspective of physics and evolution. I was pleasantly surprised to find that my thoughts were close to what was explained in the video. In short, it’s a process of forming ordered structures that locally reduce entropy by increasing it in the surrounding environment, promoting the development of the system. The emergence of life is tied to the ability to preserve and transmit information, which allows organisms to reproduce and adapt. For example, a completely shattered phone is worth almost nothing, even though it hasn’t lost its atoms. Why? Because a phone is valuable only when it functions. And it functions because the information inside it is organized, and the phone’s complex system works only in this specific state. This also applies to plants, animals, and other systems. Interestingly, while the whole world becomes increasingly subject to entropy, information locally becomes more organized. However, creating this order requires energy, which leads to an increase in entropy in the surrounding environment. In general, it’s a long and fascinating topic that partially saved me today. It allowed me to distract myself from my problems and think about something more global. I really love learning about how the world works. I’ve only briefly touched on the topic, but if you’re interested, feel free to explore it further :3 #skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay

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