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I know a lot of people here started following me on my journey when I posted on Reddit about realizing my family was toxic and not loving. I just wanted to update everyone about how things are going. I’ve been no contact now for over a year, and I’ve improved a lot. I know it doesn’t seem like it sometimes ;) but I wanted to write this for me and you about how far we’ve come and can go. The amount that I react, and the amount of time I react for, has gone down so much. I here myself saying encouraging thoughts now, instead of always being negative. “It’s okay we go this, instead I fucking suck and this sucks” I think that has a lot to do with healing. I couldn’t heal from being around toxic and manipulating people when I was living with them, and honestly if you’ve lived with manipulating and toxic people before, you probably didn’t realize until you were older, if you did. toxic people are very good at being manipulating and getting what they want, without making it seem that way. For me I had a lot of big ideas I would share with my family about what I wanted to do, and sometimes my parents would just stop talking to me because “they feared for my future” but they were not supportive of me or what I wanted. They projected their fears into me, told me my dreams were silly, but I still had to work and do what they said, completely ignoring anything I wanted. I know I wanted to try all of my dreams tho. I knew I would regret it one day if I lived someone else’s life so they would be happy. I used to punish myself too, why can’t I just do what other people want? Why can’t I just be happy doing “normal” things? But you can’t care about what other people think, and once you don’t, chasing your dreams is so much easier. Going no contact with a toxic family is the best thing you can do for your life. It was for me anyway, I have room to breath now. I get to think of what I want to do each day with nothing holding me back, and I get to give myself all the love and attention I missed out on <3

I had sex to this song last night, I want you to start playing it and then come back and read this https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=2yJK5RBxRkg&feature=share You come over and buzz my apartment, it doesn’t let you in so I run downstairs in my tight skirt to meet you. We know why we’re meeting, we’re too excited to contain it. We race upstairs and I pull you by your hand into my bed. We stare into each other’s eyes, it’s been a while. Your hand slides under my skirt and you feel im not wearing underwear, I’m also really wet. Your hand wants to slide in so bad. You put me in a missionary position, and I start stroking you with my feet, eventually wrapping my legs around your body. Your pants come down, I help with you belt. You’re so hard, I get even more wet just looking at you, my warm labia just waiting to take you all in. “You can fuck me anyway you want, I like being your slut” I say with a little smile. It drives you crazy, all of my holes just sitting there waiting for you, you breath in my ear and whisper something, but I’m too busy kissing your neck to hear. You can’t wait anymore, you take your hard dick and slide it into my soft pussy. It’s so warm, it’s so tight, it’s everything you dreamed of. Our bodies are intertwined, we’re sweating sex machines starring into each others eyes, Nudging my body closer to yours, I take my pussy and squeeze it around your dick, building up every wall of pressure around you… Is that a climax? Yes, you’re ready to cum, you see my tiny boobs bouncing up and down, you feel my wet pussy sliding over you, dripping all over you… and you put a finger in my ass to get it ready There’s only one place you wanna cum, and you dream about it all the time. you feel the little hole stretch over your fingers, and you know I’m ready You turn me around, I’m moaning in pleasure and my legs are shaking. You take one deep thrust inside my ass and release the biggest load of cum you’ve ever made. You leave my ass dripping, it’s bubbling, signed with the best part of you.

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