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Im not sure if theres a good way of breaking this news when you do what i do, but I just found out i am 5 weeks pregnant. The guy wants nothing to do with me or the baby (same guy from my last video) and i feel really overwhelmed. Im not sure if i want to continue making content, its something i love, but not something society supports moms doing. Even tho it’s stressful thinking about doing this all on my own, without my mom or sisters, i also feel excited thinking about being a mom. Im only 5 weeks right now, and really i wont know if everything is okay until around 12 weeks, so until then you wont here much from me, i dont wanna be too excited just in case. I wanna be the best mom i can be, and i want to work hard for this little bean, ive been going to the gym every other day, eating healthy, and just learning how to accept everything thats out of my control. If you have any advice on what i should do please share it with me 🩷 When i told the guy about being pregnant he sent me a message and said that i should look into birth control/abortion options, and hes blocked me after i asked for his last name and more info about him, so please dont send me messages that i should send to him, i wont be able to contact the baby dad and honestly i dont want anyone in my babies life who doesnt want to be there :) I am talking to my dad again and hes been super helpful and supportive in all of this, i love my dad so much. Sorry if this wasn’t news you were expecting from me, if this affects you negatively im sorry ❀️ do whats best for you and if no longer supporting me financially while i figure things out is that, theres no hard feelings on my end. Ive never wanted this to be a place guys come to be broke and hopeless, i want you all to feel as stong, loved and important as you make me feel ❀️ And i want you to be happy :) it makes me happy weather you are here or not XoxoπŸ€—

For some of the new subs i have i just wanted to remind everyone how I answer messages πŸ’— Right now (being open and honest) i have over 90 different conversations happening at once. I sort my messages from oldest to newest, oldest being the last message that was sent to me in time and newest is well,, the newest one πŸ˜† this means every time you send a new message in our conversation our convo gets placed to the top in the new section. The best way to get me to reply asap would be to not spam messages cause then in my world its not old and i dont have as much motivation to respond because my focus is on older ones. I want to respond to every message i can before i make content again so the more there are the longer it takes me to get started But should i just forget messages and make content then reply what i can after? Im open to hearing ideas If you make me feel bad for not replying to you i will not be happy 😠 If you understand and are patient with me ill suck your dick, fuck you and take you out to dinner cause the understanding takes so much of my stress away. But the day before yesterday i went to the gym and ive been going for a few hours at a time, then yesterday i finally went into full cleaning demon mode and got my whole place clean, minus a tiny bit of clothes in my living room i have so much more room to work with And my thighs feel like theyre going to fall off from walking up the stairs to the laundry room all day 🦡🦡 But honestly so much peace and calmness in my life compared to last year Im so thankful for having you all here and i want you to feel like youre getting something out of this so if there hasn’t been enough content coming out fast enough im sorry. I think the more i gym and develop a cleaning routine the more ill be able to pump out πŸ’

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