pt 3 writing:
That is the coin's other side of all it brings and feels in being locked on my neck. The level of despair, loss and heart break of having it taken off is the opposite to my feelings having it on.
i can feel myself drawing this writing to an end as my words become stiffer again. i know there are enormous aspects of my service i'm leaving out of detail and people are left with little idea of what service for me really looks like, but here doesn't feel right to write about that today. However, i am meant to try to post every day and i am often left without ideas if i have no content of recent use or sessions, so i will more regularly post day-to-day pictures of service which will hopefully give a bigger picture and probably more real than just pictures of sexual/pain use.
Several months ago towards the very beginning of things, my Owners gave me words to recite, as i do every day and when They ask.
i'm a slave.
i've chosen to serve.
i've given away my rights to show that i am Theirs and Theirs alone.
i offer myself completely and without limits - may that be pain, degradation or sexual use.
my role is not to question but to obey,
to trust in my Owners and Their plans for me.
i'm Their property to be moulded and changed to Their liking.
i give them all of me and embrace all parts of Them.
i submit and worship Them freely.
i serve with pride.
Thank You Masters
Published: January 28th 2023, 1:33:55 pm
pt 3 writing:
That is the coin's other side of all it brings and feels in being locked on my neck. The level of despair, loss and heart break of having it taken off is the opposite to my feelings having it on.
i can feel myself drawing this writing to an end as my words become stiffer again. i know there are enormous aspects of my service i'm leaving out of detail and people are left with little idea of what service for me really looks like, but here doesn't feel right to write about that today. However, i am meant to try to post every day and i am often left without ideas if i have no content of recent use or sessions, so i will more regularly post day-to-day pictures of service which will hopefully give a bigger picture and probably more real than just pictures of sexual/pain use.
Several months ago towards the very beginning of things, my Owners gave me words to recite, as i do every day and when They ask.
i'm a slave.
i've chosen to serve.
i've given away my rights to show that i am Theirs and Theirs alone.
i offer myself completely and without limits - may that be pain, degradation or sexual use.
my role is not to question but to obey,
to trust in my Owners and Their plans for me.
i'm Their property to be moulded and changed to Their liking.
i give them all of me and embrace all parts of Them.
i submit and worship Them freely.
i serve with pride.
Thank You Masters