irmaladulce

if nothing is stopping me from writing this then I know where my mind is at. the low hum anxiety is gone and I’m numb. the check points I’ve set up, the filters, the pretending to be normal, it’s all gone. flat emotionless expressions and disassociated from my body, the veil has been lifted and the real nature of everything stares right back at me. temporary. everything comes to an end. fleeting. defect, defect. even this zombie state will come to an end. reject reject. I can’t process beauty. I can’t taste the goodness in food. can’t feel the elation of cumming. there are other zombies in hiding. maybe you too? maybe it’s not just us. maybe more? what is the mental hijacking for? you think it means anything? why does everything have to mean something? I’ve learned to be patient and ride this wave. this too shall pass. can’t we be nice to each other? we’re all in this alone-together Love, Light & Euphoria™️ #FYP #Imnotfuckingnormal

Published: October 17th 2023, 6:31:22 pm

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if nothing is stopping me from writing this then I know where my mind is at. the low hum anxiety is gone and I’m numb. the check points I’ve set up, the filters, the pretending to be normal, it’s all gone. flat emotionless expressions and disassociated from my body, the veil has been lifted and the real nature of everything stares right back at me. temporary. everything comes to an end. fleeting. defect, defect. even this zombie state will come to an end. reject reject. I can’t process beauty. I can’t taste the goodness in food. can’t feel the elation of cumming. there are other zombies in hiding. maybe you too? maybe it’s not just us. maybe more? what is the mental hijacking for? you think it means anything? why does everything have to mean something? I’ve learned to be patient and ride this wave. this too shall pass. can’t we be nice to each other? we’re all in this alone-together Love, Light & Euphoria™️ #FYP #Imnotfuckingnormal

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