rainalove

Dancing on my Own Again

Published: February 5th 2018, 3:55:34 am

For those of you who want to take the time to read this I thank you. 

Well, the man that inspired this patreon by sweetly inspiring me to take sexy photos for him is now no longer my boyfriend. 

We had such an amazing chemistry and sexual energy that I am forever lost and sad and crying as I type.

I feel I gave my whole heart and soul to this man. 

My body and mind miss his sweet smile. I miss being able to send him kisses every morning, noon and night. 

I miss the way he inspired me over the long distance relationship that we had. 

He seemed to unlock in me a hunger and a longing for him. I started to see babies when I looked into his eyes. 

So you are probably wondering what happened to us?

Well there was one chronic issue that kept coming up. 

The issue was that he didn't want to post any public social media photos with me. He also didn't want to take me to meet his family.

We had taken several trips together. He is the one that suggested we take all of these photos together in various places.

We had dated for over a year total and I thought it was time that he post a few photos of us together on his Whatsapp. 

Well he basically refused to post any photos of us on his whatsapp.

I tried with every ounce of my being to understand why he would not want to post photos with me. 

I explained to him that I was giving all of myself  to him and that I needed to feel secure in knowing that other people knew he was in a relationship.

I ended up distancing myself from the relationship. I guess I basically broke up with him. I told him that this was important to me to feel secure.

I think that in a relationship we owe this to our partner especially if we are in a committed relationship. Especially if your partner cares enough to ask you to post a photo of them. 

I am lost now. It wasn't that I felt he was cheating on me. He was always more than available to chat etc. It was just that I felt he needed to publicly commit to me. 

I honestly don't know why he couldn't post a photo of us on his whatsapp.

I am hoping that with time he will realize my value and contact me and post a photo of us. His behavior is completely bizarre to me. We were really close. I am so lost now because I have him blocked.