Published: November 10th 2022, 3:40:51 pm
Hi guys, I'm embarrassed and upset to have to do this but I will not be posting the early release Hacking Pt. 3/NNN audio that was promised for today. I had planned to work on it all day yesterday and today and get it out to you tonight... But as you can hear from the attached message, I am not able to record right now. I'm sick, again. I'm not sure how this is happening, and I'm really really upset about it. I have very few days off from my other job left this month before I go away and I have a lot of content to record. It was all planned and scheduled perfectly.... except now I can't record anything at all because I can barely talk and everything is getting shifted back.
Since I'm unable to record, I'm going to try and get ahead by writing scripts for everything I have to record next week so that maybe I can just double down on my days off nexttt week and get it all out on time but there's a chance that this is going to shift some release dates. I'll keep you posted as time goes on - I'm hoping that last night / this morning are the worst of it and that I'm maybe on the mend! In which case, you may just end up with some post-sickness scratchy voice audios, but I won't really know til I know - you know? Lol, I'll keep you updated but I just wanted to apologize for this and apologize to anyone whose custom audios this may affect as well. I've already had to reach out to one person and ask for extra time, and I'm scared I may have to ask for more concessions from some other folks.
I love doing this - so much. You have no idea the joy that recording and editing and sharing projects with you guys brings me, so when I feel like I can't do that and I can't get things to you that I promised I would by a certain time, it .. just really fucking sucks. You're paying to be here and to receive a certain quality (and quantity!) of content and I never want to disappoint anyone or waste anyone's money. I'm going to do everything I can to make sure every audio I said would be released this month still gets released, but the days may now be mixed up and I'm sorry for that.
It's clear I'm over-extending myself between my actual job and this stuff, and moving forward I'll make some changes so that I'm not over-promising and under-delivering like I feel I am this month. I have so much love and appreciation for all of you, I never want to let you down. Thank you for being understanding.
Love,
Sicky Cat xx