Published: November 7th 2022, 6:39:27 pm
When you first moved back from College I wasn't sure what was going on, you seemed so distant and... sad? Ashamed almost. It took a lot of poking and prodding for you to finally admit to me that the girlfriend you'd started seeing while you were away dumped you and you've been feeling lonely ever since.
Sitting next to you in your bed the other night, you finally admitted to me through gritted teeth that the real source of your distance and embarrassment is the fact that she broke up with you due to your inability to get and stay hard for her. She made you nervous and didn't give you a chance to get more confident and comfortable around her, damaging your sense of self in the process... Leaving my incredible, dashing, marvelous boy doubting himself while his body betrays him...
I can't sit by knowing you're feeling that kind of self doubt, and I certainly can't leave you thinking there's anything wrong with you or your body. Not when I can help it. We've always been closer than normal, what's a little bit closer, huh? All I want to do is help you relax... That's it...
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