Probably going to be a little quiet today. My birthday is on the 4th of March and it’s the only birthday I’ve wanted to celebrate my life in years, bc I actually feel my life is worth celebrating for the first time since I was 18 & all I wanted was to go on a road trip. As time goes by, the people that were going to help me with funding it since it’s right after I have to pay rent, aren’t able to anymore. Which is fine I understand things change. But I’m just feeling really down because I can’t really celebrate my life and how much I’ve been able to accomplish this year anymore & I’m feeling a tad bit suicidal about it. I was looking forward to it for a very long time. I rarely leave my house. My bf and I needed this so much so yeah. Have a good day guys imma be sulking.
