I can't believe that for so long I thought blowjobs had to be so uncomfortable and painful.
I do like giving blowjobs and if you've seen my videos or old cam shows, you know that I focus on being creative with my tongue and teasing. I like to overstimulate the head and massage the soft prominent muscle that runs up the underside of the shaft, both with my fingers and tongue. I like finding all the little things that feel good and see the look on their face when I discover something extra pleasurable, like sucking on their balls while I massage underneath them.
But it has always been really uncomfortable for me to do the expected just up and down sucking, letting it hit the back of my throat. At best it would strain my neck and jaw so I couldn't do it very long, at worst it would really hurt if they tried to push into my throat at the wrong angle. And that's largely the point! Most positions have your throat and the dick like this |— and I can't understand how anyone is able to deepthroat like that.
Anyway. All this to say that I actually really fucking love having my mouth filled and fucked. To feel a dick go down into my throat. I like 69 with them on top, because it just slides right in at that angle, and the limited movement keeping it in my mouth is very hot. I love laying on my back with my head over the edge for them to have more control face fucking me with a view. I especially love laying down with my head in their lap all comfy to casually suck on their dick until they're grabbing my head and bouncing it up and down on them like a toy. Having them grip my head with both arms to push me down until it's as deep as it can go and holding me there. When they start to get close so they start touching themselves and then push it back in my mouth as they cum to have me swallow it. When done right I can even handle gagging and them just keep going anyway, until I do a second time or push them away. I fucking love the feeling of having my throat filled, and I'll start getting needy for it.
