thecurvyprince

I've been open and honest with you all the time and I know that some news can be sad to you. I'm struggling a lot with my gender dysphoria and It hits me hard. I can't do anything about it and it follows me everywhere and I can't stop thinking about it and my ADHD make this worse. It makes me down and deeply depressed. I can't sleep well and be happy. I decided to pause content making because it makes me feel depression and not to stay al!$@. I can't do anything about it when I have gender dysphoria and it makes me feel worst. I'm not joking and I'm not overreacting or something. So I will go offline until I can afford surgery. I appreciate you support and make through many things with me. You help me a lot and it was fun to share my stuff with you. I hope one day I will be there again and can share another story of puffikpuff. I gonna miss you 🥺 Don't hate me please. See you soon. 💞 I'll be around time to time. 🎀News 🦊Fox blog

A personal update: I'm limited on my ability to check messages and directly engage with people right now. I apologize for that. This last week I wasn't able to work (still had scheduled posts) but I'm working on getting more stuff scheduled out to make sure my mental health doesn't cause a gap in my content tw sexual assault / transphobia I was recently sexually assaulted when I was out in public. It was directly transphobic and I've been having a whole lot of dysphoria between that and how people online have been treating me because of my chest and body. The owner of the building reprimanded me for making a scene trying to get the man away from me, while making excuses for the behavior and allowing the man to keep harassing me. Which has messed me up a whole lot mentally. Physically I'm okay. But I'm still reeling from this. And it's hard to jump back into participating in work that allows so many people to send me transphobic hate because of my body. And then y'all wonder why I want top surgery... as if the chronic pain wasn't enough of a reason all by itself. Please be patient with me. I'll be spending the rest of today and tomorrow focused on making sure I have posts scheduled for next week and hopefully for all of April.

[transgender rambling / trigger warning] my body isn't perfect but i'm grateful it's mine. I've never felt more comfortable in my own skin. before i transitioned, i could never picture myself getting old... my body always felt like an ill-fitting tux, scratchy and hot; or like driving a new rental car for the first time without adjusting the seat and mirrors; there was a part of me always itching to get out, to return it. Now, finally, it's started to feel like a home - a place to make memories, a place to share joy; a place to try and get pregnant, no matter how unlikely 😉 no home is perfect, just like no body is perfect, but I'm so thankful for all the places ive rested that led me here, to this one. I can finally see a future with me in it - older, more wrinkled, more imperfect - but happy. It's hard to believe - I keep blinking - and to my amazement, the future keeps arriving. Thank you, truly, deeply, for sharing it with me. I'm so happy we are alive together 💜 #trans #queer #joy #happy #hrt #transition #philosophy #transfemme #nude #fyp #lol

I hope u all are having a wonderfull december❤️ i love u all..