Hi guys,
I know I’ve been posting a lot of excuses lately, but thank you for sticking with me through all my personal chaos. Between a stressful tax case, surprise expenses, and my dream of buying a house, I’ve been a little overwhelmed. But I’ve finally sorted things out and already feel so much lighter.
That said, I think I’ve given myself too much freedom recently. I tried the tether spout again with my metal cage, and once more it failed. I’ve been unlocked on and off far too often. Those plastic numbered seals were convenient, but honestly—they’re just too easy to slip off when I’m not in full sissy-mode/space. I need to go back to a real lock, with my keys sealed away in a metal vault so there’s absolutely no temptation. I can’t trust myself with them right now.
My keyholder and I are setting that up: no more plastic seals, just a sturdy lock and inaccessible keys. I want to feel that helpless, frustrating feeling again. From here on out, I’ll be all about slutting out: more anal training, more e-stim on my useless balls, more focus on my pussy and full-on feminizatio. My clit is irrelevant. It’s in your hands now, and you decide its fate: more chastity time, or maybe an unlocked cage someday.
My EmlaLock session still has roughly 30 days left—and on top of that, I need to add the extra days from my failed Gapril challenge. I didn’t quite conquer the GK 128 by May’s end (only made it to the GK 116), I haven't done the math yet, but I’m afraid it's a lot of days that I will have to add to my chastity lock.
Good news: we hit the goal for Challenge 1, so get ready for that Fansly-exclusive stretching live show with my biggest Gape Keepers. I’ve got the house to myself for two whole weeks starting next Sunday—perfect time to get horny, loud, and super slutty. And of course, I’ll be doing tons of Chaturbate shows during that stretch, too.
