hi guys!
I want to apologize for not posting anything for so long and for skipping Christmas. these past few months have been tough for mŠµ. Iāve been dealing with burnout and feeling completely drained. always pushing myself to be perfect and setting unrealistic expectations left me with no energy or inspiration.
Iāve always tried to make the holiday season special for you with cosplay, decorations, and cozy shoots. but I couldnāt bring all my ideas for Halloween to life and decided to take a break over Christmas to recharge a little.
In December, I was trying to recover, but I ended up procrastinating a lot, waking up feeling guilty for not doing anything, and hating myself for it. somewhere along the way, I also lost the sense of purpose in what I do, I couldnāt see why I was creating or who I was doing it for anymore. even the joy I used to feel from working was gone.
Iāve realized now that itās important to give myself the time and space to rest and stop demanding the impossible from myself. Iām slowly getting back on track, doing what I can for now, but I still need a bit more time to fully recover.
thank you so much for your patience and support, it means the world to me. Iāll do my best to bring you new content soon š
