ishynya

~My Path as a Content Creator~ Autumn 2021 Halloween the first year was not as epic as the following years. however, I really enjoyed creating a gothic look then At the time, I was particularly concerned with the idea of comparing myself to other content creators. I was afraid that my content wasn't good enough, and in fact it still happens to me. Even though I already had a few wigs, I created different looks, I even made a few cosplays, one of which I created myself from scratch, I still thought my efforts were not good enough. Do I deserve support and attention, is it normal for me to be so unsociable, do people get scared that I'm so sad sometimes? I doubted myself and looked at how cool and happy other content creators looked. Now I'm trying to change my thoughts from thinking that I'm a bad content creator to thinking that I can do better, I'm trying to be inspired by other content creators. I later learned that many content creators doubt themselves and compare themselves to others.

Published: December 5th 2024, 3:57:56 pm

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~My Path as a Content Creator~ Autumn 2021 Halloween the first year was not as epic as the following years. however, I really enjoyed creating a gothic look then At the time, I was particularly concerned with the idea of comparing myself to other content creators. I was afraid that my content wasn't good enough, and in fact it still happens to me. Even though I already had a few wigs, I created different looks, I even made a few cosplays, one of which I created myself from scratch, I still thought my efforts were not good enough. Do I deserve support and attention, is it normal for me to be so unsociable, do people get scared that I'm so sad sometimes? I doubted myself and looked at how cool and happy other content creators looked. Now I'm trying to change my thoughts from thinking that I'm a bad content creator to thinking that I can do better, I'm trying to be inspired by other content creators. I later learned that many content creators doubt themselves and compare themselves to others.

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July-October 2022

I consider the elf girl to be my main work of the year. i made this photo set when i felt depressed and maybe desperate. i wanted to reflect that in the photos....

I'll tell you how my attitude towards social media comments has changed.

At first I tried to reply to everyone I could even if I didn't really like what people wrote. I tried to explain something or change someone's mind. after a while I realized that changing someone's mind is useless and a waste of time. for example people wrote that photos are just a click of a finger and it's too easy to do. someone wrote that I'm anorexic and I need to eat a burger etc. there were also good kind comments and there were many more of them.... but at that point I was really worried about it and trying to change it. i don't feel like changing it anymore. i just giggle and watch the next thing. 

because of people making up things that don't exist i realized there's a thing i really don't like. i don't like it when people make up things about me that don't exist in private conversations instead of asking. they do it without malice.
It's like you're talking to a person and they hear completely different words. or they completely make up a different person instead of me. i don't know what to do about it.... I feel so strange when I have to explain to a person that it's the other way around. I don't want to upset the person that they made it up, or I don't have the emotional strength to keep bringing people back to reality. 



It's rare, but it happens, and it gets really hard.

~My Path as a Content Creator~ July-October 2022 I consider the elf girl to be my main work of the year. i made this photo set when i felt depressed and maybe desperate. i wanted to reflect that in the photos.... I'll tell you how my attitude towards social media comments has changed. At first I tried to reply to everyone I could even if I didn't really like what people wrote. I tried to explain something or change someone's mind. after a while I realized that changing someone's mind is useless and a waste of time. for example people wrote that photos are just a click of a finger and it's too easy to do. someone wrote that I'm anorexic and I need to eat a burger etc. there were also good kind comments and there were many more of them.... but at that point I was really worried about it and trying to change it. i don't feel like changing it anymore. i just giggle and watch the next thing. because of people making up things that don't exist i realized there's a thing i really don't like. i don't like it when people make up things about me that don't exist in private conversations instead of asking. they do it without malice. It's like you're talking to a person and they hear completely different words. or they completely make up a different person instead of me. i don't know what to do about it.... I feel so strange when I have to explain to a person that it's the other way around. I don't want to upset the person that they made it up, or I don't have the emotional strength to keep bringing people back to reality. It's rare, but it happens, and it gets really hard.