Life stuff ahead, do not read unless you want your boner to die!!
I leave for my grandpa's funeral tomorrow after he officially passed the other day. The beginning of this month, his health rapidly declined and we took a small trip to go see him before he passed. I think my brain was taking a long time to catch up to my heart, because it didnt really hit me until he stopped breathing. Thats why content was slow this month, and I apologize for my absence. Things get hard for me around the holidays. Thank you guys for understanding. (Im also sorry if I have puffy eyes in last video, I have been crying nonstop and iceing my eyes does nothing.)