zetaharu

Doodles and thoughts

Published: June 16th 2020, 12:49:52 am

1 - Thing I wanted to make for Valentine's day in Brazil but didn't finish in time (was in the 12th of June)

2 - Pride art that fiancé did, wanted to share

3 - Badgerclops sketch that he also did but I refined, I might color eventually  

4 - Quick doodle when I was feeling down after checking the news

Hi there! Felt like writing down some feelings. I haven't sketched many ideas this month, was feeling depressed from all the bad news in the world. Then I met Valorant, which is really fun game sometimes, I like playing it to disconnect from the world for a while. Which is good but also bad.  

Inspiration was at zero at one point. Things seems to be getting better though! My sleep schedule also went to shit but is normal again thank god. Our doggy made me company offline and he's doing less mess now which is great for having more free time to draw or relax.

Been trying to stay close to the few friends I have in life, and in general I'm trying to feel good again and get more inspired, it's kinda hard to draw nsfw when you're feeling down and anxious. Talking about that, I have been wanting to draw Volibear or that New Ratchet and Clank girl, Lucario again, some females in general... but never get to spend time on that because I feel stuck on the queue for fanarts polls. I know I can draw them without making a poll for it but it just seems odd as if I would be stacking unnecessary work on my back, or worse, dishonoring the top tier supporters, oof.

Oh I've been listening to Chromatica (Lady Gaga's new album) and loving it, makes me rethink my life. Guess I am at that stage where I try to unravel all my childhood problems from bad parenting and deal with it to become a better person or learn how to live with myself D:

There was a lot of venting here but I shouldn't apologize oof, well, the important news is: Things are alright now.