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Pride celebratory mini set dropping tonight! + Personal update

Published: June 23rd 2019, 9:25:34 am

Dear Samurais!

Sorry for being on the more low down side lately, I took the advice that you guys gave me, and took a day off :) Also took some time to keep some distance from social media, as it was getting a bit overwhelming at times. I took the opportunity to put some of that extra energy in the gym, very excited for my next shoot to show my progress! This set already I think you can see some changes in my body :) I believe it should be done by tmr. The mini set portion of the  pride set (accessible at $5) will be released tonight :)

Now on a different theme, quite dichotomous to the general cheerful themes of my work that I usually show you guys, I've been getting back into writing!  Oft what I produce is quite melancholic, so if that isn't your thing, no need to read. I have been taking the time to mull over my thoughts, I feel with how accessible entertainment is through the internet and our devices, it easy to not have to spend time thinking about ourselves in a sense. It is great for relaxation and improving my mood, but there's something gritty and therapeutic about spending time with my thoughts every now and then. So I thought I'd like to share a little something I wrote last night, and see what you guys think, if you'd like to see more of this side of me?

 

Do you think you can find your god inside?

Or Is it dark and empty like a cold night,

How do you push uncertainty aside?

Overconfidence equally leads you awry,

How to lead life innocent and blind?

What is to walk on the "right" side?

Nobody wants to be the bad guy,

We all want to feel like we’re doing right,

Can’t escape, nobody- not you, not I,

How deep do you dare to delve into your mind,

Don’t we all carry a heavy vice,

That lays with us in bed at night.

Also been thinking about the theme "identity" a lot recently, maybe I'll make a post some time about that later :) (P.S. please keep in mind I am a 21 year old woman, I'm having my Bildungsroman moment haha)

Also please don't worry about me, thanks to you guys and your support, I am in a much better place in my mind and life overall than I was when I was 18. I think I am just trying to get to know myself better, and writing "dark/sad" things somehow improves my mood and is kinda therapeutic for me. I'm interested in what you guys do as well! Someone suggested sophrology to me and I'll be looking into that as well.  Very grateful for all of you!!! 

ANYWAYS I wish you all a wonderful Sunday, full of sleeping in and scrumptious food! 

Love,

Geisha