Published: April 9th 2022, 1:45:46 pm
Full release on April 16th, 2022.
I don't know how to commit to a break ;;v;;
The pressure is still there to keep doing longer updates and I don't know how to ignore it.
I guess the most accurate thing I can say is that update lengths are going to be random until I can get myself together?
I've seriously considered getting professional help recently, which hasn't really happened before because I don't want to bite the bills it would slap me in the face with.
I'm fine, I'm okay, I have a drink and it's helping slow my brain down but it isn't really a permanent solution is it?
Also do you guys understand that Red isn't completely comfortable with this arrangement? Though she can't really voice why just yet. The loudest voices are always the ones that actually make a sound, and the only ones I can hear. I don't know if the message is getting through ; w ;
I'm sorry, I'm a mess and I don't know what I'm doing. But I do know that I won't stop being grateful for all of you for choosing to support me even when I'm a disaster atm. A very big thank you, please take care of each other and stay safe ;w; Have a nice day!