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The Awkwardest date (Part 2)
Published: September 29th 2022, 11:14:06 pm
Jan and I stayed awake till 5 am😅 the night : I was busy downloading the asmr videos, he was attacked by mosquitos! Where the hell they come from in October?? So we woke up at 10 am (our lesbi neighbors called to borrow a 100 hrn), at 10:30 I received a call from Yury's father, saying that Yura asked me to come in 30 min coz he was getting out of the clinic 😝
By 11, as agreed, Mykola was at my place to take us to a play room to leave Jan with nanny. He was kind enough to take it ok that I asked him to take me to psychiatric clinic 😅 We were discussing ways to get rid of my crazy fellow when my son had an epic puke 🤦🤦🤦 1 min away from the play room, ALL OVER THE PLACE!!! I felt really embarrassed 😅 but I couldn't stop laughing🤣 'Not Mykola, Janik, we need to get rid of Yura' 🤣🤣🤣 I had to change his clothes and to clean the whole back seat😅🤦
Luckily Mykola is a father, so he was tolerant. Though I sensed a very big '???' between us 😅🤣 On the way to the clinic Mykola told me he was a specific person (a-ha, scare me after Yura😝), he gets tired of things and people quickly, happy with his life, not having any emotions. At all. Everything smooth🤦 No favourites (places in Lviv, interests, memories...🙄) No expectations, specific desires, no nothing!
I'm used to find mutual things with almost anybody, but Mykola seemed like a challenge.
O-K.🙄 We come to the clinic (brrr😖), Yura waves me happily from the window, making heart signs with his hands, blowing kisses. I run to the sanitar: 'is Kytsylyak getting out??' And received a surprises 'No'...🤬
Fuck! He was jumping at the door, but I just passed a pack of cigarettes and rushed to see his doctor.
Surprisingly enough there are many young, good-looking people working there! Yura mentioned that he hadn't had sex for 3 years and that he had experience with nurses. I didn't believe it, but when I saw those girls... Maybe, maybe... It's hard (and I see no sense💁) to distinguish his Fantasy World from Reality. I waited for 40 min, and since not even I was paying for this time, left. Yura yelled at me from the window 🤦 asked to stop by for a kiss🤣 I was pissed, but I'm still collecting the info for the right decision of this dilemma.
If last time he was satisfied with 7 min talk and said goodbye first, that day he tried to kiss me (since they already know me, there were no viewers), called me his wife, and made plans for his bravos service in the Army for huge salary 🤦. I don't know how to act yet, so for now I just play. I give response as if it's a real opportunity (I don't tell him: hey, you are in the clinic, you are not going to the Army, I say:'well, honey, they call for people with military experience first, you have to wait for the other wave of mobilisation ')
I'm not sure if he managed to take a credit, but he's got a card. So he asked for my phone to look for a car🤦 I tried to sense him with my hands, giving a backrub, but he was too focused on his mission) They smoked the whole pack within those 40 min I was waiting for the doctor 🤦 So I realized that I was just a donor in this situation, and I can't really sponsor him. I don't mind helping someone in need. But not sacrificing my needs (I have no right, Jan has no one but me), not doing it as if I have to (Yura takes everything for granted). So I left, saying that I would be back with his order (Coke, candy, cigarettes) in a few days, when I feel comfy to contribute again.
Like today I had a guest who was doubtful about my place 😝 He asked to see the room first, so I had to persuade him that I just moved and need some time to adjust everything. Unpleasant situation. I really need to arrange my Tantra room. Which is challenging with a kid😅 but I'll figure it out 😘
To be continued...