Published: March 10th 2020, 2:48:57 am
Thank you for the outpouring support after my last mess of a post. I know it's only been a few days, but the audio was recorded two weeks ago. I've had some time now to sit with my thoughts and process my feelings.
Talking about everything has actually been really cathartic for me. I bottle things up sometimes without realizing it. Despite everything, I think this was a healthy thing for me, confronting my feelings. I'm just sorry for worrying you guys. I'm doing better, I swear.
Some things are going to be out of my control. But I'm going to do my best to push past that. Let's try to focus on the good in life.
Reading everyone's messages has been really lovely. Thank you especially to those who don't usually speak up. I know how scary it can be to reach out. I'm grateful and touched. I've replied back to most of the messages on Patreon and Reddit, but I can't keep up with all the exchanges. I'll skip the usual comment replies this time, but know that your message has been received.
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Now, I'm a bit of a weirdo but I threw myself into work-mode to feel normal again. It's a form of distraction for me, and I always feel better after finishing a project. So while I've been a sad blob, I made a website and recorded a very long audio that's been on the back-burner for almost a year. (Yes, I'm very very slow with script fills.)
One of the main reasons why I made a website is because of the Reddit restrictions. During the ageplay drama, I purged 30+ audios from my masterlist. And I still got banned. So, this is my workaround. My own little corner on the internet, where I can post whatever I want. The audio masterlist has been restored. You can now find links to ALL my current and deleted GWA audios.
I have no coding skills, so the site is a work-in-progress. The homepage temporarily breaks every time I edit it. It's janky as heck, but I'm gonna roll with it.
Anyways, that's it for now... I'm gonna try and learn how to play Minecraft.
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