Published: July 29th 2024, 8:44:15 pm
Hello, my darlings! Here is the preview for the next audio!
I wanted to write this script because I was thinking the other week about my relationship years and years ago with an ex, who was ultimately fairly toxic. I’ve well moved on since then, but at the time I was of course badly hurt and going through all the stages of grief - nearly found myself in a similar situation to this script lol
There’s a portion after the nsfw that I wrote because I think it’s something everyone should hear. Almost everyone has had a toxic relationship, whether in the distant past or more recently. And we’re all human, we all make mistakes sometimes when it comes to those types of people… we all want closure, too, even if it’s unrealistic to expect closure, or it’s not in our best interests to receive it.
I wrote this script for my past self, for what I thought she would need to hear back then - and maybe others need to hear this too. So I made the decision that when it released, the full audio will be free for everyone :)
Enjoy the preview!
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*low, laidback tone throughout the whole script, with a bit of vocal fry*
*appreciative* Oh, wow. Look what the cat dragged in. Here, I saved a spot at the bar for you. Ordered your favorite drink for you, too. It is still your favorite, isn’t it? Good. No need to pay me back - it’s a gift for an old friend. Heh, you wouldn’t believe the amount of people I had to fend from sitting next to me. So many women, wanting to buy me a drink… *smirks* I told them no, not tonight… I was waiting for someone… special.
So you’ve been doing well for yourself, I see. I don’t know what I expected, but you look more gorgeous than I remember. That tight dress is very becoming on you… What’s it been, 5 months? *pause* A year? Already? Hm. Time flies. *pause, laughs* Well of course I look good. I’m not allergic to serving like some people.
*pause* Oh, so you still watch my story? Hm. Yes, I did start a new job. Work from home - not a permanent position, hopefully, but it’ll do for now while I look for something else. And what about you? *pause* Same job as before. Well, beggars can’t be choosers, I suppose. As long as you’re happy with your lifestyle, who’s to judge? *smiles* I’m just teasing. You know I like my jokes.
Hmm? *laughs softly* Am I seeing anyone? All these questions. Are you being polite, or are you trying to ascertain something specific for your own nefarious purposes? Heh, if I had anything to hide, I wouldn’t have come. To answer your question, I see many people - I’m seeing you now, right in front of me, aren’t I? *laughs* But if you’re asking whether I’m in a relationship, I’m decidedly single. Commitment… isn’t for me, I’m afraid. I’d rather have my fun with whomever I choose, with no strings attached.
What about you? Surely you have a new girlfriend waiting for you after this is over? What does she think about you seeing me again, I wonder. *feigned surprise* You don’t? Well, color me shocked. I would have thought the women would be fighting over you, the way you’re dripping with all this sex appeal… it’s making something else drip, too. *laughs* Still quick to blush at innuendo. New clothes, makeup, and hair… but same you.
…You know, I was awfully surprised when I got your text the other day. Was going about my business as usual when I see that bittersweetly familiar name flash on my phone screen. Even more pleasantly surprised when I read you wanted to meet up again, at our favorite bar. It was past midnight when you sent that message. Thinking about little old me in the lonely hours of the night… ha, you really know how to flatter a girl. How could I say no?
I’m not gonna lie, I was expecting you to come in meek, unnoticeable, the way I remember you. But look at you now. Did you come here to prove a point? Show me your glow-up, how you’re thriving without me? *hm* Or better yet - you want me to lay eyes on how sexy you look in that tiny little dress and desire you again. Make me realize the error of my ways, and come back to you like nothing ever happened. *chuckles* The look on your face… you always were an open book.
Mmm flinching a little at my hand coming to rest on your exposed thigh… I can practically hear your heartbeat from here. *leans close, lowered voice* What if I told you that I’m turned on just looking at you? I didn’t realize just how much I missed you until you walked in and took my breath away… I can’t stop thinking about how good you used to be for me, how perfectly submissive you were to my every whim. Hmm… stroking your leg just a bit higher, my fingers surreptitiously moving under the hem of your dress… closer to your heat… is this moving too fast for you? No? Ah, so this is what you wanted, isn’t it… you little seductress.
I know we only just got here, but I can’t help it… you’re far too tempting. And I can feel under your dress, the further my hand sliiides up your inner thigh, that you want this juuust as much. You had to know things would end up this way when you asked me here. So… *whisper* My new apartment is just down the road from here. Why don’t we get of here and reacquaint ourselves somewhere a bit more… private?