ravasheen

New Space & Ready to Create!

Published: May 12th 2025, 9:21:48 pm

Simmies,

Every single day, there hasn’t been an hour that goes by that I haven’t thought about you all. I have built up such fear and anxiety around coming back and becoming more engaged again. I really needed to take a step back and really do some healing and work on myself. I never thought it would have taken me such a long time and the more time passed, the more I built it up in my head that I had failed all of you.

I would create roadblocks and imaginary rules for myself that I had to meet/overcome in order to be deserving of coming back to this sacred place we created together. I tried ignoring them and pushing through, but ultimately wasn’t ready and retreated again feeling battered and bruised fully by my own doing.

I felt I had failed and let you all down and I still struggle these feelings. But what is so special about our community is that it is made up of you wonderful, beautiful, and unique simmies. There is no other space quite like this. You are worth fighting for.

I have given it my absolute everything to heal and build up the courage to create again. I read books, meditated, dug deep in therapy, journaled, and got healthy inside and out. All the things! I am starting to feel the joy and excitement of being able to interact with you all again. This feels right.

Today I put the final few pieces in place for the new office and the first thing I did was come here to connect with you. Being in a new space brings so much energy - inspiration and love for you all is flowing through me! I have lots of fixes to do, many messages to respond to, and a whole lot of CC to make!!

Which begs the question… what should I create next??

💗 rava, rav, ravasheen