Published: June 8th 2023, 12:00:02 pm
"Momma!" Tara stomped her foot, tears filling her eyes. She knew she was just proving the woman's point, doing what would surely be deemed throwing a tantrum, yet she couldn't help herself... It was so unfair! "No!"
"Yes, young lady," Momma glared at her harshly. "If you can't find any babysitting clients..."
"I can't find them because you're making me wear these stupid diapers!" Tara reminded her. "And you're making me tell everyone about them!"
Momma sighed. "Only the people who need to know, Tara... And they would have figured it out on their own anyway, to be fair, so I'm doing you a favor. Do you think they'd be happier to discover their babysitter is diapered on their own?"
"W-Well, no," Tara squirmed. "B-But..."
"I'm trying to do what is best for you," Momma told her. "And if you can't see that, that just goes to show how much you need somebody to look after you in the afternoons when I'm not here."
"No!" Tara whined. "I'm a babysitter! I don't need one!" It was the one thing she was allowed to do under Momma's care, her one bit of independence... She couldn't let it be stripped away from her! Even if the last few jobs that had trickled in since her permanent demotion to diapers had been like the one with Camila, the parents sticking around to keep an eye on her, treating it more like a playdate than anything, a way to distract their little while they went through e-mails, or cleaned the house, focusing on something more important, but still not trusting Tara enough to be in charge of herself, much less another person.
"You certainly do," Momma countered. "I only want the best for you, so I've hired someone who has been stepping up since you've basically retired, and who has excellent reviews."
Tara sniffed. "I don't care how good they are... I don't need a babysitter!"
"Aww, cutie, don't be like that," Kaitlyn poked her head around the corner, grinning as Tara's eyes widened at the sight of her. "You're going to hurt my feelings."
Tara's spine stiffened. Momma couldn't be serious... Could she?! "Y-You didn't hire her, did you?!" she squeaked.
"She did," Kaitlyn answered for her, strutting over to give Tara's diaper a pat. "I'm your babysitter now, sweetie, so I expect you to behave yourself, okay?"
"If you don't," Momma warned, "she will punish you."
"Yeah, I know," Tara rolled her eyes. "She's the whole reason...!"
Momma pushed a pacifier into Tara's mouth, making her grumble and stomp her foot again in frustration. "I've heard enough of your excuses, Tara... You're the one who had all those accidents, you earned these diapers all on your own."
"No, she gave me suppositories! She...!" Tara burbled around the paci, only to have Momma give the pacifier's ring a twist, causing the nipple of it to expand, to fill her mouth and silence her completely, right when Tara had some semblance of hope that perhaps she would listen, see what a brat Kaitlyn was, punish her instead, and give her back at least her Pull-Ups, if not her panties.
"She has quite the attitude today," Momma said to Kaitlyn apologetically. "Why don't you go ahead and show me how you would deal with that, as a little try-out?"
Kaitlyn turned to Tara, smirking as the other girl shrank back, hearing her words. "Oh, I would love to, ma'am..."
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Tara's Momma wasn't totally unreasonable... Only mostly so. While Kaitlyn did find some excuse to punish Tara in some way every time she was over, making it look like she was extremely naughty, she did eventually have to go on vacation, and when she was away, Tara's new babysitter, Vicky, was much nicer, and told her Momma the truth about what a sweet girl she could be.
"No incidents all week," Momma observed. "That is impressive for you."
Tara wanted to correct her, to say it was normal, and she simply had a better babysitter giving her the reports on her behavior, but she bit her tongue, nodded and replied, "Yes, Momma." Momma refused to believe Kaitlyn wasn't telling her the truth... That, or it amused her to see Tara being disciplined for no reason, and getting so upset when nobody was on her side, throwing more tantrums, earning more punishments... Knowing her, that was certainly a possibility.
"I can't exactly call this a second chance," Momma said. "It's probably more like a twentieth chance. Since you were so good, though, I think we can give your trainers another shot."
Tara gasped, her heart beating a little faster. "Really, Momma?" she exclaimed, feeling silly for being so excited over some training pants. After so long in the alternative, however, they sounded absolutely incredible. "Thank you!" She toddled over, giving the Amazon a huge hug that lasted until she recalled that Kaitlyn was going to be returning the next day. "Umm... Could Vicky keep babysitting me?"
It was still embarrassing, having Vicky as her sitter. Not only did Vicky also go to school with her, she was actually shorter than her, to the point where she would get bullied for it, having people accuse her of being a tall little rather than a 'tweener, and once it was discovered that she wore padded bras, it had just gotten worse.
Even though Tara didn't participate, she didn't defend her, either, or try to befriend her, despite how kind she seemed, if a bit nerdy, so Tara had worried, at first, that she would be mean to her while she was sitting her to get revenge, but it had been the opposite. Her days being looked after by Vicky were so calm, so soothing... She felt bad that, anytime Vicky suggested they go to the park, or shopping, or to leave the house in any way, she always said no because she was ashamed of being seen with her, of giving any of their classmates the opportunity to spot them and discover that she was being babysat by the smallest student in the whole school. That might earn her more teasing than her diapers!
"That would be very cruel of me," Momma reprimanded her. "I promised Kaitlyn her job would be waiting for her when she got back from her trip."
"But she has plenty of other clients!" Tara reminded Momma. "Vicky only has me!" Momma's recommendation had gotten Kaitlyn more clients than ever, as she told the other Amazon parents how strict and reliable Kaitlyn was, even with other 'tweeners, how well she was able to make Tara follow the rules, and make her regret it when she didn't.
She'd sat for quite a few of their classmates by now, which Kaitlyn knew not only because Kaitlyn bragged about it to her, but because she loved to take pictures and show them off at school. That part may have been worse than her spankings... Those didn't hurt nearly as much as they would coming from an Amazon, yet, when they inevitably led to a follow-up from their parent when they got home, they certainly served their purpose, and she'd learned some tricks, mostly on Tara, that ensured they were effective enough on their own. The photos, however, stung even more, as everyone else got to see them standing in the corner, bottoms red and possibly padded, and laugh at them.
Momma sighed. "We'll see," she replied noncommittally.
"Thank you, Momma!" Tara gave Momma another hug, hoping that would help push her in the right direction. "I-Is it okay if I wait until after school tomorrow to try them out? I have some tests, and I'm worried I'd be distracted by them and wouldn't make it to the potty in time, and..."
"That's fine," Momma smiled. "I'm proud of you for recognizing that they might be an issue."
That was a part of it, yes... She also knew that Kaitlyn would spot that she was about of diapers immediately, and probably, before the end of the school day, 'help' her earn her way back into them. If she waited until after school, and if Momma listened to her and hired Vicky, then she had a shot at keeping them for a little longer.
She could have asked Vicky about it at school, confirmed that was what was happening, but she couldn't find a good opportunity. Either the girl was near her nerdy friends, who Tara didn't want to know babysat her, or by people picking on her, who Tara didn't want to go near to give them an excuse to notice her diapers and switch targets to her.
Kaitlyn, on the other hand, didn't taunt her the way she often did. Anytime she saw Tara in school, she loved to loudly ask Tara what games she wanted to play while that afternoon, or ask if her Momma left her any good snacks in the fridge, or - especially towards the end of the day - simply proclaim that she'd see her later when she came over to babysit her, for the benefit of anybody nearby in the halls. Tara did her best to avoid her for just that reason... Still, she tended to seek Tara out so she could do it, so the lack of it stood out, made Tara suspect that she'd gotten her way for once.
Neither of them were there when she got home from school, which wasn't unusual. They had to have time to go to their own houses, check in with their Mommy or Daddy, grab whatever they might need, and come over. Normally, she wasn't allowed to remove her own diaper, but today seemed like a special occasion, and she was eager to get back into her trainers, so she rushed to her room, tearing her diaper off, stepping into them, luxuriating in the relative thinness and maturity...
"What, exactly, do you think you're wearing?"
Tara winced, turning to see Kaitlyn standing behind her, arms crossed. "Momma said I could!" Tara whined. "I know she told you, so don't even...! Hey!"
Kaitlyn didn't let her finish, grabbing her by the arm, yanking her down onto her lap, then tugging her trainers down, tossing them aside, pushing up her skirt. "I've missed this," she grinned, giving Tara's bottom a smack. "Your Momma told me you didn't get any spankings at all last week, and she thinks that means you're learning to be a good girl..."
"I am!" Tara squealed. "I am a good girl!"
"Oh, please," Kaitlyn rolled her eyes, swatting Tara's squirming backside again, harder. "All that means is that Vicky is a pushover. Don't worry, though... I'm going to make up for all the spankings I'm sure you earned last week, and then some."
"This isn't fair!" Tara wailed, kicking her feet helplessly, her tone not changing, other than growing more teary, after the spanking was over, when Kaitlyn pulled out a diaper to put her in. "Momma said I could wear trainers!"
"But you'd already soaked them, even before I was able to get over here," Kaitlyn cooed. "So I had to wash them out and toss them in the dryer, and while we were waiting, I had no choice other than to put you back in diapers, since she only left you one pair of trainers... And then you filled those to the brim without so much as asking if you could use the potty!"
"Wh-What?" Tara sniffed. "N-No, I didn't! None of that...!"
Kaitlyn smirked, giving the diaper she'd been unfolding as she spoke a pat, calling Tara over, grabbing a second layer already when Tara hesitated. "Do you want me to keep going?" Kaitlyn asked. "That's fine with me... No matter how many diapers you're in, you're going to be messing them and showing your Momma how pointless it is to let you bother with trainers, even for a day... If you want to have to crawl around on the floor like the baby you are while it happens, that's fine with me."
Reluctantly, Tara shuffled over, knowing she didn't have a choice, that, despite Kaitlyn telling her the whole plan, there was nothing she could do to prevent it, not without makings things worse. She'd gotten to wear her trainers for a couple minutes, at most, and now she was being taped back into her diapers, forced to drink a bottle of milk with a very suspicious aftertaste, then laid down on the floor with her coloring book and her paci to wait for the inevitable as Kaitlyn went to throw the cloth training panties into the dryer to corroborate her story and give Tara's Momma more than enough reason to take them away from her all over again, no doubt accompanied by a lecture and another spanking.
She might as well accept it, Tara told herself grumpily, shifting in place as the first cramp hit and she felt the first bulge forming in the seat of her pants. As long as Kaitlyn was her babysitter, she was never, ever getting back out of diapers...