Published: September 6th 2024, 12:30:28 am
My video upload has been delayed a lot lately, right?
The reason is that my mental state is not very good. It's because of Twitter.
My account has lost a lot of followers because of Search ban, which started in February. And there's not much time left to drop below 100k soon. So far, Search ban has not been solved
Still, I made the video with effort, but the exposure of the posts is getting lower and lower. As this situation continues, I don't feel confident and only have anxious thoughts when making a video.
When I see myself feeling lethargic because of this anxiety, I get so sad, I get a headache, and I don't even know what I'm doing... Did I do something wrong? I'm just doing what I like... Should I give up...?
But every time I get these gloomy thoughts, I see your comments.
I want to gain a little courage from watching all of you who have been watching, thinking, and liking me! Watching funny jokes or horny things makes me really happy!
I don't ever want to give up. I just want to try harder to see what you guys like. It would be very sad if my Twitter followers fell below 100k, but I think I've achieved my little goal. But... I'm going to get a little bit of a shock.
Thank you so much for always loving my Twitter and Patreon. I will gain confidence thinking about you guys and make a lot of videos!! And I'm sorry to keep you waiting