Published: July 5th 2021, 6:11:56 pm
Hello there! I'm going to try and start uploading crap onto here again. Long story short, the last few months have been full of emotional peaks and valleys that have left me completely winded.
The goods have been fantastic; I came out to my family last month and the response was better than I could've ever imagined - I'll go into details in the future - and I've been commissioning artists to work on things I simply can't within SFM's limits and have fallen in love with the results every time, but the bad....
...Jesus Christ, where do you start?
Between nearly seeing an artist I and many of my mutuals look up to die in the same way I lost my uncle as a child (and the subsequent unpacking of over 16 years of emotional baggage from it), living in an increasingly toxic home, and a job market where I'm too overqualified for the most basic of work but also too inexperienced for where I actually want to be, it's been a very conflicted middle of the year to say the least.
I have as a result lost a lot of momentum to create content, both as [OwO] and as my plain ol' self outside of that. If you've been waiting on your commissions, this is why, and I think it also emphasizes why I don't do charge upfront lmao.
That's not to say I've been entirely unable to create, as I have felt myself rejuvenated somewhat through a new account, but the TOS prevents me from sharing the deets on that account other than to confirm "it exists" and to clarify that It won't be funded by the patreon. This will be the only time its acknowledged.
Anyway, I'm gonna put something up within the hour. C'ya then.