mihaylovajpg

Where I am now?

Published: April 3rd 2025, 1:36:37 pm

I continue to receive messages every day from people struggling with different types of chronic pain. And to be honest, I don't feel ready yet to give recommendations-unless you need a specific list of tests or a particular suggestion. I'm still on my own journey and I realize very clearly that my problem requires a completely different approach.

That doesn't mean I've abandoned medicine, I still visit doctors and get tests done, but I no longer believe in it the way I used to. That's why I'm still searching.

This is exactly why I'm writing my life story on Patreon (And no, this isn't an ad) It's just that only by looking at the bigger picture can I truly understand where this issue comes from and how it has pushed me toward deep inner transformations. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to explain it to you properly yet.

In terms of length, it's practically a mini-book, which is why Patreon is the only place where I can freely share my story.

Because having such unfocused pains, you need a completely new perspective and approach to the problem.

For now, I strongly recommend that anyone facing similar issues read this book. I will be sharing a list of books that marked the beginning of my journey 10 years ago, as well as those that have had the most profound impact on me over the years. This is one of them, and I truly believe that everyone should read it.

And now, as I believe many of you have noticed, I hardly check my DMs, I don't respond to messages, and I'm much less active on social media than I used to be. But I want you to know-it's not because I don't care about you all.

Ever since the heart tamponade, I've been experiencing rapid and powerful internal transformations, so intense that even I struggle to keep up with them. That's why right now, I'm focusing on being present and turning inward as much as possible.

Until this process becomes less overwhelming, I simply don't have the energy for so many things at once. So please, be patient with me—I promise I'll be back.