Published: January 3rd 2022, 12:58:11 am
Alright. Well. I've had enough time to be mortified and demotivated over my failures over the last year. Farewell 2021, I barely knew thee.
Not making any resolutions because it just feels like bad luck at this point. I'm just going to keep trying new things until I find something that works.
Still struggling with mental and physical health as ever, but I'm stubborn. Burnt out too hard the last time I came back even though for a little while there I was feeling really good about my progress. Near miss, but the recovery was brutal. This time I'm gonna take the last week of every month and completely disconnect from online presence to give me space to reset safely and not crash again. Even if I think I'm doing ok. Because clearly I cannot judge when I'm reaching my limit until I've already flung myself over the edge.
I've been mostly in contact with Nai lately to make sure things are still progressing but I haven't been able to log into discord at all so I know for sure there are messages waiting. I'll do my best to work myself up to logging in again soon. Patreon is always my first stop, though, so I'll mostly be poking around here while I ease back into stuff.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone still here, I hope your new year is starting off well <3