Published: June 21st 2021, 5:30:50 pm
My creative life is constantly evolving. I have ideas of what I want to do, but organizing everything in a way that functions is something I've yet to really figure out... though I think I'm getting damn close.
I'll be honest, I want to give OnlyFans a proper shot again. It's easier to use for sharing RL content. However, I don't want to ditch Patreon - I just want to make it more furry focused, especially as I dive back into art and fursuit making. I'll keep sharing the tamer RL stuff here too, but eventually exclusive fursuit videos will be added to the mix as well, just like there will be exclusive OnlyFans content that's too much for Patreon's policies.
I'm still not really happy with that wolf mask. I'm debating whether or not to try to paint it with different paints that should work better, using the solid black version (that I originally got for Haze) instead, or ditching it all together. I am not interested in showing my unmasked face on YT in this space, so figuring out how to manage this is tripping me up and I don't have the answer yet! I really wish I could afford this beauty that's been on my radar: https://www.etsy.com/listing/998251746/leather-mask-of-black-wolf-werewolf?ref=shop_home_recs_3&cns=1
I still have this idea in my head where I'd like to make fun, sexy music videos to some of my favorite songs while in costume, and when I picture it I'm wearing that leather wolf mask and a tail lol. I can move my body to a beat! I think it would be so much fun hnnghghh.
Also part of this debate is what exactly I should do with my YouTube channel. Kushy Curves, or Kushy Beast? Both? I've been trying to combine the two, but starting OnlyFans up again has me feeling the separation, so now my ADHD and indecisiveness is making this difficult.
Anyone have any ideas or advice?