Published: April 26th 2025, 10:48:15 pm
I swore its been longer than 2ish months since i last did one of these but apparently not lmao but I figured Id just pop in with an update since Ive not been too active this year.
I mean first off I am fine lmao I am not in trouble or having any health issues or anything like that so its nothing serious. Basically there's way too many reasons for why I havent been as active but the biggest overlapping answer is Ive just been busy. Busy with stuff for this, busy with life stuff, busy following all this tariff fuckery, busy blowing my nose from spring springing, busy wondering why I havent pivoted into findom, busy busy busy busy.
In terms of life stuff, I mentioned several times that I had a lot of adult-things I just needed to get done in my personal life and Im very gradually finally catching up on all that and Im gradually regaining my time.
In terms of work ive just been WORKING and so many things Ive worked on have just taken so much longer to get done than I thought they would and inbetween them Ive been frantic with getting videos done publicly so Ive been working the whole time its just not consistent on either end (at least thats what it feels like to me).
January started with me tryna get the finale of shipping wars done then that segued into getting the Top OP/ED/ENG videos out over the course of january when i thought it would take a week then 3ER was slipped in and then I scrambled to get a video out for fujoshi february's last day and then i pivoted into editing bible black months after recording it then DLsite hit me up for a video so i put BB on pause to finish that then after that i FINALLY finished bible black and along the way ive also been recording and editing natz casts that wont come out for like 6 months and oh look, ANOTHER 3ER popped up SO SAFE TO SAY SHITS JUST BEEN NONSTOP. I forget if I ever mentioned this but I was also planning to do a panel at CitrusCon in June but that shit is not fuckin happening with how hectic my year has been (i am considering doing it next year but im also a frosted flake).
Im not gunna lie (even tho i clearly LOVE lying) and say ill be more active any time soon. The first month of Q2 is almost over and im only next week FINALLY getting to organizing and planning concretely what i have to do for my youtube shit as well as content planning overall which I was supposed to get done back in January. Ive basically also accepted that I wont get a whole lot of public videos out this year due to how much "house cleaning" i have to do with my organizational and content brainstorming shit so instead Ive decided to prioritize passion projects and taking however fuckin long I want to get them done and release them whenever I feel like it. Theres still so much shit I gotta do for patreon that Ive either promised or proposed, Slow Damage's second route for instance, but Ill get around to getting that shit together starting next week when I start really planning out the next 6-12 months (again something I shouldve done in january but life has been LIFE-ING). Expect potential updates on various things in the coming weeks as i get my shit somewhat together.
Amidst the chaos, I actually did manage to come up with a tentative video schedule for the next 5 months. That being said, every time i tell yall ima do some shit, my brain tells me "lie to them" and then i never do the videos I say ima do SOOOOOOOO this is the incredibly vague upcoming video schedule full of nonexistent details but intangible proof i have a plan (sort of). The only clue to each video topic Ill give is a beyonce music video:
May/July: https://youtu.be/QrOe2h9RtWI?si=sBVJCHTVSorrcb4m
the coding that goes into this song choice is galaxy brain i promise you
my intention is to come off kinda deep, but itll all be misinformation, well partially
because of next month's video and my life continuing to be in unexpected chaos, if this video doesnt have enough time to come out in may then ill finish it for either end of june or more likely july since im doing a video a month this year apparently.
this video also might not happen cause ive been wishy washy about it but ill figure it out next week, might turn into something completely different
June: https://youtu.be/RZuJ_OHBN78?si=zX6v94PLyD1wZ2lP
this gives the video away so OBVIOUSLY but i couldnt think of anything else
sponsored, the sponsor is also probably obvious
dont know what this is broadly gunna be about but its happening cause daddy needs a check (and tariff money)
July: https://youtu.be/k4YRWT_Aldo?si=GMQlfYh3bMq4PK-_
because its slurpee day and because i will be taking july "off" to work on august's video
August: https://youtu.be/JlxByc0-V40?si=YizXulszDVSbReZC
yall will realize this song choice is so fuckin FOUL in retrospect ROFLLLLL
a passion project
a highly ambitious video
a mess
if it doesnt happen here it never will cause at this point its get it done or give up
September: https://youtu.be/y4gimHC7fKs?si=1TWraqm9n-8NClge
so dramatic but honestly so true
bi visibility day
very loosely related to bi visibility day but it fits either way cause im bi and i said so
my traitor era begins, maybe, hopefully
October: https://youtu.be/KaasJ44O5lI?si=11Za1_Po2NW9H5_C
if i aint got nothing, i got... another fuckin sponsor
might happen earlier, might happen later
honestly i dont really know what itll include at this point
Aside from all this I am likely going to take December off this year to work and prep for 2026 since as Ive discussed before, taking January off to plan out my years just has not worked the past few years so I need to try getting shit done earlier. November will probably have a video but no clue on what at this point.
I often update the pinned post with everything available on patreon and for who as well as a list of upcoming Natz Casts although I often change release order and dates. Either way I will be hitting FIFTY NATZ CASTS this year which is fuckin crazy so figured Id share whats coming up. Like half of them are bible black but still lmao.
Ep. 43 - Bible Black Vlog Part 2 [May 2025]
Ep. 44 - Bible Black Gaiden Vlog [June 2025]
Ep. 45 - Bible Black New Testament Vlog [July 2025]
Ep. 46 - Bible Black Only Version + Imari Special Vlog [August 2025]
Ep. 47 - Offside [September 2025]
Ep. 48 - One Punch Man [October 2025]
Ep. 49 - Major 2nd [November 2025]
Ep. 50 - Major [December 2025]
Ep. ? - Sket Dance [ 2026]
Ep. ? - Naruto Shippuden [? 202?]
Sket Dance will probably be january but who knows, naruto shippuden in general is who knows.