Published: May 12th 2025, 10:08:17 am
hey. I am so sorry. I can't deliver the promised recordings this month...
So I decided to take a 3 week hiatus (maybe) from May 16 - June 6. I will still try to make recordings here and there if I can, but not sure. I just wanted to set your expectations.
Regarding the Subscriptions: I won't stop the subscription to my Patreon because I know some people still want access to the recordings and audios (maybe to relisten. Or new people who want to hear the recordings) (Or maybe you want to keep supporting me?). We have around 300 audios here so I think it's still worth it.
BUT if you want to unsubscribe so you don't get charged, that's a good idea too! If you subbed this month and you want a refund, you can just message me!
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It really took a long while for me to make this decision.
Honestly, at first I was trying really hard to push through it because, firstly, I hate admitting that I couldn't do it. I felt like it should be possible, and I felt ashamed to say I couldn't do it.
Secondly, I was afraid to not have any income this month. 90-95% of my income comes from Patreon, and without it, it will be a huge hit to me financially this month, but it's not like I'll die. I have savings and stuff to fall back on so I'll be okay. I will figure it out.
In the end I decided to cut my losses because my health is much more important than all of that. I was freaking out and occasionally breaking down from being so overwhelmed and stressed that I knew I had to sacrifice and take a few things out. Unfortunately, this is the one that causes me the most worry.
I am really sorry. I wish I could do better. I swear that I really am doing my best. Sometimes life happens, and I can only handle what I can handle. I'm trying not to be ashamed for having limitations... It's so hard tho lol. I wish I could do more, be more...
Anyway, I will see you again next month~
(with much more fun, spicy, and exciting recordings!)
I will never disappear too long mwah~ I love you all so much!