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Previews and updates!

Published: May 30th 2024, 2:37:04 am

Hello my bats, I know it was a bad month regarding the previews, but they are here finally!

Now, just venting for you!
This is just how my brain is working these days:

Unfortunatelly, I didn't had time to promote my work (and ofc this affects me and many people who I help in a monthly basis). As you could see in my stories, I needed to stop with so many professionals bc the situation here to save some $ to help some friends and family as well. So THANK you for those who stick with me, and for those who thought in upgrade to help me while I couldn't work.
So, I truly ask, if you want to support my work, and can, I would be grateful. But I'm not in a mood to promote much, or ask, since there's so many people needing too.

Things are still bad in Rio Grande do Sul, but thankfully most of the people are returning home (ofc, some of them lost everything, and part of the city still with their houses flood, bc of no drainage)... So still bad, still a nightmare. Some friends of me (like my tattoo artist, or the girl who did my mini-Giu), just lost everything in their houses. And I'm not even mentioning my family in Mucum (it's the 3rd flood less in a year). The streets, the stores, airport, well, life is mess in my state right now.

I needed to took this month to help the way I could! I'm still helping the way I can, but the "shelters" are closing, and It's not safe (unfortunately) to send the donations in people's houses. Since many assaults happened. Even I had a problem doing the donations, but I didn't tell anyone, bc I truly wanted to people continue helping and not focusing on my safety... So, I'll be doing the best I can, I swear. And last weeks I'm alone with Ton doing all these (since people needed to back their lives). But my mind is just... idk... a mess. I can't even write a proper sentence without confusing myself. There was days and weeks non stop. I lost about 2kg in a week, but I wanted to help.

But listen:  All the donations we received in the campaign were DIRECTLY to people who needs.I personally make sure to deliver it. I had no idea how many people will help, and I'm totally blessed. For all the help!! I truly have no words!

Also, thanks for the bats who helped on Paypal, some donations are still on hold (I alwats post on my IG stories)! But don't worry!! Probably they will hit my brazilian account in June (is what Paypal says) , so I'll start again all these work donations!! Thank you so much for the help, for caring about people here! And even more, for listening thousand stories on IG just speaking portuguese.

My bats are awesome, and we did soooo many donations!! The campaign was just amazing! And again: it was a surprise to have so many people listen and trusting on me on this!

Now... I feel guilty to back to work, honestly. There was a point were I just thought in give up on my work, my life. Feeling it's like: nothing all these years building what we have now. I just feel I need to carry all the important things and do by myself. But I know it's not the right way. We need to find a balance between help and still have a life, but seems I can't. And I truly need to work. Some people depends on me, and I had a big fight with my parents this week (bc of stress, family issues and $). So, I'm not in a good place. Not in my best head. Just being honest.
Had other problems with some people as well, not everyone care about the others guys, but I'm truly TRULY mad about it. So, the fights happen...

Ofc, all the sets are done, all the next month sets are done, they are great,truly I'm proud of them, and wish everyone could see my work. And I wish I was in a good place and head to promote it, and asking you to check it out.
(you can say this doesn't matter, but it matters, people just forgot the "level max" thing if we dont promote).

Well, I'll try to reply the messages, sorry if they will be short a bit... Hope you understand!
I also scheduled more posts for tomorrow! <3

Again: thank you so so so much for all the love, for all the help and support.
For caring about my state and for understand me (even now I'm writting like a crazy ahah)

love you.