drawegg

TLDR; I broke my neck and got the big sad. I'm fine now

Published: July 30th 2021, 5:22:45 pm

As you know from the last post that I have my brother to post for me, I broke my neck. After giving myself the tombstone pile driver, I'm in no condition to continue working as a cook, so I lost my job. Not that it mattered, because soon after I broke my neck, my area has been declared as a Covid "red zone", so everybody can't open up their business. The restaurant I worked in got closed for good, and the town has become a ghost town. I just lie  on my bed, wishing to recover as soon as possible so I can find a new job as soon as possible. It hurts to move even the slightest bit, so much so I can't even get out of bed to take a leak, I just eat porridge everyday just to avoid having to go to take a shit, which is the only time I'd force myself to move to the toilet (I pee in a piss jar). It took me so long just so I can move again, because I fell flat on my back, trying to stop myself from stepping on my rabbit when I was trying to go to the toilet, because I can't look down with the neck brace. My neck did not took the fall well. So much so when I fell, I can't feel my legs, and started crying. We went to the hospital next day, and my heart fucking sunk when I heard the doctor said that I might need a surgery done on my neck, because there's no fucking way we could afford one. We declined, go back home and hoping I would recover again. 

Thank GOD I did, because I can actually move and walk around a little bit now without wanting to cry like a baby from the excruciating pain. All these shit really messed with my head. I'm not depressed, but tired. 

I'm fine now though! I'm still stuck a neck brace maybe for another month, I still can't move too much, but I can at least get to my computer now.