Published: April 14th 2025, 6:42:16 pm
again guest vocals by my friend who screamed on a lot of the other recent songs
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the sound of a hurting voice pulsing against an impatient surface
a heart full of things that aren’t mine
in my dreams a bed that has never been laid in
it writes selfish words along its open hands
open to give everything
my eyes have been wide open hoping to find a glimpse of you returning
hurting voice and an impatient body
impatient to be seen
impatient to be held like the twirling leaves that dance their way to your feet
motionless
naked in autumn rain
I try to match the pitch of your skin
and that’s every sound of everything given
it’s all for you but it’s really for me
it’s all for me but it’s really for you