Published: June 16th 2025, 2:31:10 pm
Lately, I haven’t been able to make YouTube videos as well as I used to.
It doesn’t feel like a physical issue, but more of a mental one. Recently, I’ve been studying something else, and maybe I’ve gotten absorbed in that.
My personality is such that when I get interested in something, I can immerse myself in it from morning until night without getting tired, always striving to improve. I think the reason I took a break from YouTube before was because my interest in it had already started to fade.
After a lot of thought, I’ve made a decision.
For now, since I have passion for my current studies, I’m going to focus on that. Making YouTube videos feels difficult right now, so I plan to stop for a while and only try making videos if I feel up to it. I might occasionally upload Patreon drawings.
And if I finish this study, I want to dive deeper into drawing again—and if possible, I’d like to seriously try studying 3D art this time. If I return to studying drawing, maybe I’ll be able to come back to YouTube with the same passion I had before. But at the moment, even drawing feels difficult, so it’s hard for me to make any videos.
In my heart, I really want to make a video about the recent T86. Also, I already finished editing another project today—now all that’s left is to do the drawings. But I just can’t seem to draw right now.
I'll finish this as soon as possible and get back to work :(
Tomorrow, I’ll also be posting this same notice on YouTube along with a doodle.