Published: June 1st 2023, 9:00:04 pm
Hello everyone. I hope you all are doing well. It's been a while. I apologize for my sudden absence and for not posting anything for some time now. I'm not sure where to begin even as I type these words. I've never been one to really to open up about stuff but I believe an explanation is deserved.
A few weeks ago or more for a while now I suppose, my depression had brought me to a an extreme low point. I'm not proud to say it but after contemplating I attempted to end my life. Since I'm typing these words it means that it failed. I have been recovering since. I was tired of dealing with everything from my anxiety, depression, trauma, and failures. I apologize to you guys for failing as an artist and creator. I have tried my best to make good work but I felt that it was not enough. I thank you for the kindness and support you all have given me these couple of years. It has meant a lot to me and I apologize if I don't show it.
I do plan on trying back to drawing soon but I'm still trying to figure things out I guess while recovering. But I do understand if you most or all of you decide to leave. I'm going to go lay back down. Once again I'm sorry for everything and I hope you guys take care.
-Cold