belledelphine

IMPORTANT: Dear Patrons

Published: November 5th 2018, 6:06:57 pm

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Before i get into detail i need to say there will be no snapchat from me this month.

For my subscribers:  Everybody on my $50+ tiers will still be added to my new snapchat (belledelphine_s, please send me your username) and you will remain added until the end of the year as you'll still get the month you paid for. (i will post my regular snapchats through the whole of december). I am still working on getting out all the other tier rewards from October and this month so you will still receive those. 

So as to whats happened: Well this month has probably been one of the most stressful time of my life and i feel like everything is falling apart and im running around trying to fix it by myself. Because of this i am not making the snapchat content i want to. I have been missing days out of pure exhaustion and i dont have the energy to make the content you guys deserve. i want to make content i enjoy making as much as you enjoy seeing it. 

i thought for some reason when i moved out into my own house i was going to be able to start making better content straight away (i lived in my room and i had a whole photography studio set up so it wasnt even a bedroom anymore) but ive come across SO many huge unexpected problems and i need a month to get my life back on track again. I dont know how many of you saw my long snapchat i made about about being threatened out of my apartment that i was going to move into, i wasn't over reacting this actually happened and we did phone the police but they never came to the scene so i knew i couldnt live there. I found a much bigger place (because i was making more money this time) and signed everything to move in on the 31st oct. While i was waiting to move in i was living in the spare bedroom of my friends house because all of my stuff was boxed up, my bed got broken while moving it and there wasnt any space in my room to even put the mattress down so i just packaged a bag and stayed with my friend for 2 weeks. 

Mail issue: During this time i payed £300 to open a PO box. And on the 20th a letter arrived confirming the address for the PO box so i posted it on my instagram and snapchat straight away. Days pasted and i was SO incredibly excited. i decided i was going to pick up ALL the packages on the day i was moving out (31st) because i hired a huge van. I had a million followers on instagram and a lot of people in the comments/messages were saying they were going to send gifts from tv's, teddies, and furniture/cutlery/toasters (things i need for my new place) so i was expecting around 300-500 packages. When i went to the PO box i gave in my ID and they came out with around 6 small letters (which i still GREATLY appreciate but i just knew this wasnt all of them because i've seen order receipts of large items people have bought. I asked if there were any more items and they said no. so i assumed maybe they havent delivered yet. I asked my friend to drive me there again (i cant drive) the next day and the next day to check if there were any more packages and there was nothing. i got home that evening and checked my messages and somebody told me something was wrong with my PO box because all of their items they had bought are being returned. so frantically i checked my emails and there it was. They had emailed me saying they had closed my P.O box 

"We reserve the right to withdraw the service immediately and without prior notice where you have breached any of the terms of the agreement, where we believe our reputation could be brought into disrepute or suspect that the box is being used for any illegal or fraudulent purpose."

i couldn't phone them as it was evening so i frantically kept thinking wtf happened. the next morning i called them up and they said they closed my P.O box because of suspicious packages being sent and ALL packages after this point are being returned to seller/sender. Packages without a return address get sent to be opened and destroyed. I must've called over 10 different postal companies to try and track these parcels but i dont know the tracking number as i didnt buy them. I am so so unbelievably sorry for anybody who sent anything. words cannot describe how excited i was to get those packages. If you bought anything online you should get a refund with whatever company you sent it to as it will be returned there. With people who sent a parcel and it didnt have a return address on the back i dont know what to say. i dont even want to think about what letter/gift you may have taken the time out to send me. i feel so bad for you. I have tried to record a video (as i promised to make an unboxing video) because thats what you guys deserve but i just havent been able to.

PLEASE DO NOT SEND ANYTHING ELSE TO MY PO BOX! 

Another huge problem i have come across if with all the furniture i bought. i posted on snapchat when i bought it all. They tried to deliver my furniture a day or two ago and their truck couldnt come up my drive (as its very steep) so they have delayed it for when they have a smaller van. i wont get most of my furniture just before christmas so i have literally no furniture in my house. i have a sofa and a mattress to sleep on lmao. I've bought furniture with multiple different online shops (because it has to be delivered as i dont have a car) and i have to contact them all separately to tell them that their large truck wont be able to go up the steep road and they'll have to get a van. I've had 3 huge orders that have tried to be delivered but have had to turn around. 

Along with this im having to try and figure out how to pay bills and try and find water/gas/heating/internet companies before my heating gets turned off. I've never paid a bill in my life and im having to figure this all out now. I've been buying gigs of data until next month where my broadband thing gets put in.

I've also fallen out with a close friend and i think thats just the breaking point for me. I need a month to sort out my life before i can get back to making the content you paid for. I dont want anybody to feel like their money is being wasted. I really hope you understand. Again i'm so sorry :(