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Beauty Potion Gone Wrong

Published: September 22nd 2024, 1:13:32 am

Here's the creepy piece I was working on and mentioned earlier. I wanted to work on this idea for a very long time, the sketch for it was done few months ago in June and to be honest I was doing rough horny doodles of Bazil's face uglified in a similar way even earlier, like maybe somewhere in 2023 or even 2022 but wasn't ready to consider such weird ideas worthy to be complexly rendered till now.

However, the making of the final drawing was postponed for the autumn season. Why? Well, not only because of my busy schedule but also because I thought Spooktober would be a perfect time to feel more comfortable about revealing such a grotesque dark side of my sexual tastes. In fact, it actually could be a pretty regular piece, like, there's almost nothing really outrageous done in this art that people haven't seen being done in fandom or by me in particular, giant feet, cocks, bellies and nipples is something many people draw and many people enjoy in any combinations even though hyper phimotic giant cock heads like the ones I do is an exotic thing but still nothing really shocking, the thing I found the most conflicting for myself here are jaws and nostril/ear hair. This odd sexual weakness I have for grotesquely exaggerated gums and crooked teeth along with orifice hair is something I really don't recall being drawn by anybody in fandom and it feels too grotesque and repulsive to be a fetish for someone. I actually know folks among my patrons who were supportive and expressed their sincere interest to such stuff seen in my crazy exclusive filthy edits and more than that my next commissioner inspired exactly by this artwork's sketch wants a similar art but still I needed some additional sense of comfort to reveal such interests on public in front of my major audience. This is why I shelved it for Spooktober. It's a creepy time fitting to make creepy pieces and it's a perfect excuse to post some grotesque body horror and make it feel natural and less shocking. So, yeah, I'm posting it here today but the public release will be somewhere around middle of October.

I came up with a pretty classic and logical trope as an explanation for all the ugly changes happening to Bazil. He was trying to create some sort of a beauty potion to make himself sexier but something went wrong, really wrong (still somewhat enjoyable for him). This was my goal, to make a piece combining as many weird sexual deformations I enjoy as possible where they will be actually canon instead of just another horny edit of a normal art hidden on my Patreon, with the main emphasis on hyper phimotic cock head, outie navel boner, deformed jaws topped with hyper lips and nasal/ear hair. Other elements like hyper feet, inflated belly and long nipples are more classic and were added more just to support the overall odd sexual deformation vibe, obviously I just couldn't ignore the opportunity to play around with these body parts too.

As you can notice, I did some very peculiar new kind of edit this time and tried to replace Bazil with my real life human self. This is the actual result of me getting more liberated after successfully drawing a scene featuring realistic humans including myself for the first time. Didn't even know that I'd find grotesquely enlarged human noses and ears sexy but I did. I felt super hyped to draw myself like this, doing stuff to your fursona surely feels very special and intimate but there's something even more intimate in doing stuff to your irl self, I'm not even sure if any artists ever dared to do something so horrible and hideous to their real selves in art hahaha so maybe I really hit the bottom of the fandom's filth art again.

Speaking of which, I actually found yet another way to fall even lower than anyone could with their fetishes haha. There's one alt I did for a human version of this artwork with me having my face and belly riddled by pimples and blackheads. We all know this odd aspect of a human mind, many people enjoy popping pimples and watching them being popped finding it strangely satisfying, this sort of ASMR videos gains a lot of views on YouTube. I have a bad habit of popping pimples myself but this is actually not the exact reason of turning it into a sexual feature here. I just got so much into the idea of all sorts of filth produced by the body that I eventually thought about puss too, it just had to happen one day. Not sure if it's gonna turn into a big thing for me but it's surely a nice cherry on top to add to my filthmonster edits and make them even more hideously sexy.

I also tried to think about feelings of those who find exaggerated jaws too grotesque and repulsive but would like to enjoy everything else in this piece so I did alts with Bazil having his normal handsome face. There's no such alts for my human self because I was just too tired and wasn't sure anyone will really need it that much.
Btw, I'm sorry if any of the alts I shared as the post images instead of hiding them in attachments are too repulsive, original art is already repulsive to begin with so I was a bit confused about what I can share openly and what is better to hide and assumed that if somebody has courage to look through the main version then there probably should be no problems with looking through the rest. Everything with farts, smegma and other filth is hidden in attachments.

And I'm deeply sorry for any missed opportunities and anything you'd like to see here but didn't, you can see I already did pretty much a lot so far, 38 versions at your disposal here, I understand I could do more, I could do cock scat, do something special with Bazil's navel boner or nipples which were left ignored, I wanted to do hyper ear wax and snot eruption again which could actually fit such an extremely grotesque piece really well but dropped this idea too, I could do alternative long wrinkly foreskin, I could add much more body hair, I could add stretchmarks and do a popping version, I could add some more self indulgent horny dialogues but I'm really tired of working on so many edits and jerking off to the same piece over and over. I'm also sorry that the amount of alts with a human self is bigger than for everything else and I haven't even done filthmonster versions with Bazil, honestly I just got too much invested into the idea of playing around with my real self even though it actually started with a picture of my sona. I already said it before but I really need to stop turning every piece of mine into a full marathon of all fetishes I have even if it feels like a missed opportunity. I get more and more fetishes overtime and indulging on all of them in one piece turns into a more and more insane task. Sometimes you just need to stop and move on and now I really need to move on. I spent a lot of extra time working on this piece as it had a very complex background with all the lighting effects I'm usually not doing and I also had to duplicate all the kinky stuff for a human version of myself so all these extra procedures left me no time and energy for other things I could do to this piece if it was simpler. Maybe one day I'll return to this artwork and play around with it again but for now it's better to do more different interesting spooky pieces instead as I wanted to make this Spooktober much richer for content than October 2023, not to mention that I have to work on commissions too.

I really hope you enjoyed if not the entire set then at least some small part of this pretty unusual and exotic project! Hopefully you do because, as I already said, my friend expects to see both of us being horribly distorted like this so you should be ready for no less freaky Halloween commission coming soon.

Also here's a little piece of interesting trivia for you. Very often whenever I'm doing distorted jaw edits for my works and especially now when I did a full-fledged piece of myself being like this I kept remembering one unforgettable memory from my past.

I liked Who Framed Roger Rabbit movie a lot all my life, it was the first movie I ever saw when I was 3 year old. And there was one odd yet very secondary character from Toontown called Lena Hyena who did a very brief appearance.
I always was a curious person loving to dig stuff I enjoy and when I was about the age of 16-17 I decided to look up some info about her in web to see if there's any background or she was created solely for this movie like Roger Rabbit or Benny the Taxi. Turned out that there was a character named "Lena the Hyena" back in 50s featured in an old American comic strip "Li'l Abner", Lena the Hyena was described a woman so hideous that men were losing their consciousness when seen her. Her face was never revealed in a comic and was a complete mystery. But in 1946, the comic strip author Al Capp arranged an "anti-beauty drawing contest" where people were suggested to draw the ugliest woman imaginable, the winner drawing will become a canon image of Lena Hyena used as her face reveal in a comic strip. There were numerous very surreal and grotesque drawings sent to a publisher.

And this was the winner drawing.

Can leave you quite an impression, isn't it? I wasn't really shocked or anything, I saw many kinds of weird shit at that age already but I found this drawing surely impressive at least, enough to never forget it unlike many things I forgot since then. And you know, ever since I got into all that grotesque deformed jaw sexual thing of mine, I never stop drawing a parallel between what I'm doing and this image. 17 year old me would never imagine that something so hideous I enjoyed mainly from a dark aesthetic point of view can ever become a sexual fetish for me. Not sure if it actually inspired this future fetish but maybe it added its 5 cents to it.

Btw, you can google Lena the Hyena if you want to see more drawings sent to the comic strip publisher for the contest, some of them are no less bizarre and some can be really called a decent nightmare fuel.