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I've always considered myself emotionally intelligent, I can..
Published: January 13th 2025, 3:46:04 am
I've always considered myself emotionally intelligent, I can almost always take control of my feelings and am not afraid to share my insecurities and fears.
But sometimes feelings can manifest into physical sickness if we don't know how to process what we're feeling or we don't understand what the hell is going on.
And that's exactly whats happening to me at the moment.
Anna (my partner) recently connected with another woman romantically and even though we have spent YEARS discussing non monogamy, talking about it is one thing but having to watch your partner fall into a love bubble with someone else is something else entirely.
This has brought up so many feelings inside of me... I'm angry and hurt yet I feel okay. I feel jealous yet I also feel secure. I feel sick yet I feel curious. I feel sad yet I feel happy.
Foreign feelings bubbling inside and I'm in territory I've never been before. But here we are changing the norm of what society has brainwashed us to believe to be a healthy vs non-healthy relationship.
Tell me, have you had any experience with non-monogamy?