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Eh, I wanna chat about an icky one. You may have the percept..
Published: September 26th 2024, 3:49:33 am
Eh, I wanna chat about an icky one. You may have the perception that I'm confident as fuck but in reality, I fight a daily battle with my self image and worth. In a world where gratification and validation can be recieved in a heart beat, the moments where we linger our thoughts on whether we are worthy, can drag us down to some scary depths.
I had an interaction with my roomie (one of the girls I'm travelling with) and it triggered me hard. She made a joke about being the most attractive person in the RV and whether I took it as a joke or not, I felt I had to express my feelings of hurt and being made to feel inferior.
I have spent years acknowledging and nourishing my pain and anger towards myself and how much I put myself down. Bit this recent trigger and confrontation with my best friend made me realiseI may have to nourish these feelings just a little bit more ❤️