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I am feeling super excited because my Cycle 3 of photoshoots..

Published: September 19th 2024, 4:00:24 am

I am feeling super excited because my Cycle 3 of photoshoots is approaching. Tomorrow I will travel to Trinidad and Tobago to work with my team to create some content for my Onlyfans and my Insta. We have quite a few interesting concepts coming up and I just wanted to tell you all about them! 🥰

First of all, people are always asking me if I am Indian. To me it is pretty obvious that I am, however I have been into fitness since I was old enough to understand musculature , and I always had a naturally big butt. I always knew what the ideal feminine form looked like so in many ways than one I have been always exercising and conscious of my size and weight and this makes my body type very unique and sometimes confusing. I don't look like a typical Indian. I also have wavy hair sometimes. So I figured, why not do an Indian themed photoshoot?

For longer than I could remember, I have ran from my culture. My reasons were very simple. My parents made me attend temple from 9 - 1 2 . At this point in my life, I got straight As and the top of my academic classes. My reward for the week was spending Sunday mornings watching the cartoons on local television, while indulging in a chocolate kiss cake. I'd watch Static Shock, Batman, Justice League and a few others. That was my prize. Now, I had to miss these shows, for the rest of my life, to attend temple and sing in Hindi; words I didn't quite understand or have an appreciation for.

I then passed for my second choice in high schools (I have performance anxiety the day of the major exams, and I also ate something oily and the pencil was slipping from my hand so I lost a lot of time trying to grip my pencil in the exams). My second choice, unfortunately, was a Hindu school. Here I was trying to defy my culture on a Sunday and now I had to go live it every day for the next 7 years... with 5 hindi prayers a day. 😅

I suppose it was a combination of these two events which made me even angrier. I rolled my eyes everytime something in hindi came up. But now, having run so far away from my culture, it seems as though it has people wondering where I come from.

Over the years there has been so many requests from my online community for me to wear Indian attire, and when I really reflect on this, I feel saddened that I haven't obliged even sooner. But, nothing before its time. And that time is finally here.

We will be doing not one, not two, but three Indian/Desi looks this shoot cycle.

For these looks I had some thoughts of the tiers I wanted to hit:

1) For my first look, I wanted a simple, blush pink, mesh, modest saree with a matching top. This is simply because I come from humble beginnings and in my earlier days I'd save up and buy the cloth and have it sewn by a seamstress and it would be extremely budget friendly. There is beauty in simplicity, and I never want to forget where I came from. I always like doing the bare minimum experiences to stay in touch with this side of my past. Very simple living, what an every day, casual, sari look would be. The color was chosen as it's one of my boyfriend's favorite colors he likes to see on me. I love to always incorportate a secret love letter or gesture for him in my work whenever I can.

2) For my second look, I will be sporting a burgundy-purple decadent lengha with intricate designs. The top is super sexy (of course) and fitted and the skirt is huge and fans out. The shawl is see-through and has some frilly gatherings on the border. This one, my team will be placing lots of flowers and props, as we intend to use this footage on my Instagram for Diwali this year (October 31st). I heard the plans so far and I quite literally cannot wait!

3) For my third look I wanted something that was my twist on Indo-Trinidadian. Not a traditional Indian look, but a sexy Desi look, with an element of culture represatative of the results of diaspora and the mixing of two cultures to create an entirely new blend. A rich blue sari, with gold embellishments. However, the wow factor isn't in the sari, but in the sari top. I told my team I wanted to do something which has never been done before. Instead of a traditional saree top, I wanted to use a wire bra...the kind used in Trinidadian Carnival. So, we reached out to a designer and she is (as I write this) currently working on a beautiful gold wire bra, and I also asked for a matching underwear so we can transition this look from Desi to Onlyfans 🥰
There will be pay-per-views for this look of course because this is how I am able to fund all of these shoots 🤣😅

The second theme we are shooting will be for my 4th Onlyfans anniversary photoshoot. We are keeping it super simple this year, with a dress and some balloons.

The third theme we are shooting will be a concept with some clouds and lingerie for my Onlyfans.

Lastly, we will shoot a fourth concept for Halloween. I am using my bunny costume because I bought it last year and never shot it how I really wanted to.

Well, what do you think? Do you like my upcoming concepts? Which one are you most excited for?