Published: January 20th 2025, 5:55:05 am
there aren't enough words to express how badly i hope i'm not manic right now. it really sucks that i genuinely don't know, but i'm optimistic because this would be an abnormally long manic episode for me. plus i'm not spending crazy money or being uncharacteristically impulsive. all episodes are different though & bipolar gets worse with age, so it's def possible :( i'm just trying to stay optimistic and get as much as possible out of my energy while i have it