How weird is it that looking at the photos I’ve taken, of my..
Published: February 23rd 2021, 3:36:26 pm
How weird is it that looking at the photos I’ve taken, of myself, turns me on? I suppose it makes sense, given that I decide what to wear and how to pose and which photos to post based on what I find sexy, and also on the fact that I’m not totally heterosexual. I’m not very interested in having sex with women, at least not compared to how much I want to do various things with a man *if I really like him*. That last part is what makes things difficult. Oh, also the part where the man has to like me, and to continue liking me. On average, male desire seems to be heavily front loaded, whereas I think women often get *more* interested in men once there’s sex. Many men have the opposite tendency, which means that letting men get what they want, even if you, the woman, want it as much or more than they do, may not be in a woman’s own best interests, unless she’s not inclined to become emotionally attached to those she becomes involved with sexually. Also, people are just complicated and difficult, in general. JFC! It’s enough to make me think, maybe, not only *would* I fuck me, I really *should* fuck me, exclusively.