I’m sorry guys if I’m not good enough. It’s hard for me to s..
Published: June 3rd 2023, 3:03:54 pm
I’m sorry guys if I’m not good enough. It’s hard for me to stay hopeful when my brothers make fun of me, my mother shames me constantly, and my dad chooses to disown me. I’ve been crying this morning because I literally have nobody in my life. It’s hard for me to do the things I like or even be myself. I come from a really strict Muslim background/family. Sometimes I don’t understand why my fate is to be alone. Why I’m being portrayed as a failure by my family. And why I have to live a life not accepting who I am. I’m genuinely a good person and I know that because I’m always smiling and being kind to people even when I’m sad, what did I do to deserve so much hate in my life . As I’m crying writing this message, I just wanted to let you that I’m thankful for you being here and proving me that I have some network of support even if it’s not in my life. We might have similar or different stories but I believe this is not the end. I still have hope in me even when my own family tries to take it away.