What did I do during My hiatus? I spent My time reflecting a..
Published: January 5th 2024, 4:14:48 pm
What did I do during My hiatus? I spent My time reflecting and learning more about Myself. Back at the beginning of My hiatus I had a revelation. I discovered autogynephilia. What does that mean?
Autogynephilia (AGP is the acronym) is the sexual attraction to one's self as a woman. AGP has a spectrum. I am on the spectrum of AGP.
Here's a brief understanding of how I identify on the AGP spectrum.
First, I do not desire to have bodily functions of a woman. I also do not wish to have a woman's body chemistry. Meaning I have no interest in HRT. As far as anatomical parts of a woman, I desire soft smooth skin, a flat tummy, curvy butt and hips, and strong legs. This is why I did laser hair removal and I workout so much. I think about every now and then having boobs, but I'd be happier with a breast plate than real boobs. The biggest part of My AGP is My fetish for women's clothes. Specifically pantyhose, dresses, boots, bras, panties, to name a few. I crossdress daily and often take an androgynous look in My day to day life. Also I desire to be treated like a woman. My cross-gender embodiment fantasy is being a Dominatrix. Having countless numbers of men worship Me like a Goddess.
Knowing Myself and My story I am very informed about who I am and how I identify. I am not trans. No part of Me wants HRT or adding/subtracting body parts. The best labels to use for Me are transvestite, crossdresser, or drag queen.
I'm continuing My research and becoming more informed on AGP. I love to talk about it and it's going to be a BIG topic in the book that I will be writing!