Published: June 26th 2025, 3:22:06 pm
โก๐ฎ๐ง๐ข ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ๐!!! โก๐ข ๐๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ okay i know iโve been quiet... but maybe youโll forgive me because I FINALLY finished my degree ๐ and iโve just been soaking it all in โ the freedom, the late nights, the feeling of being me again.
it honestly feels surreal.if youโve been here from the start you already know โ the struggle has been real. estrangement, grief, breakups, burnout, low self-worthโฆ there were so many moments i thought i wouldnโt make it through. but here i am.somehow the loner became the girl with friends. and guys wanna fuck her?? WHO KNEW???
anyway. soppy rant over.as you can clearly seeโฆ i celebrated properly ๐i finally fucked my college crush. and yes โ i let him cum on my ass. i swear i went straight to slut heaven.we did a final project together but hadnโt spoken since.he looked even hotter that night.i was in this tiny mini skirt, flirty, tipsy, messy in the best way โ couldnโt stop staring at his mouth... and his dick print.so i touched his arm. then his leg. leaned in. said something dumb like โi missed your brain.โi donโt think he was expecting it.
then i kissed him hehehe.
then i sucked his dick. I still rememberย the look on his face?? like he couldnโt believe it. like heโd died and gone to horny brown girl heaven.ย but i wanted it. bad. Doing papers does build your sexual apetite believe it or not.
i dragged him back to mine, begged him to use me, told him to cum all over me โ like i needed to be marked.
like i needed to feel how filthy and free iโd become.i dropped to my knees like instinct. like my body knew what it needed after months of deadlines and holding it together โ and it was this. his cock was already hard. It was a beautiful sight for my hungry horny self. when i licked along the shaft, he let out this shaky little breath that made me FEEL SO GOOD.
i looked up at him, lips wrapped around his tip, and thought:this is how i want to be seen. smart. messy. filthy. and completely in charge of the moment.he kept trying to talk โ โfuck, wait, you donโt have toโโ but i wanted to. i wanted to ruin him.i bobbed deeper, spit dripping down my chin, stroking what i couldnโt take with one hand while he melted above me.
his knees buckled. he moaned my name. and in that moment?
i felt more powerful than i ever had in any seminar, classroom, or grade sheet. Hope youโre all proud of me BECAUSE I AM SO PROUD OF ME!!!! on a serious note i donโt really know whatโs next. iโm nervous. scared of the post-uni crash, the "what now" spiral, the looming threat of unemployment ๐ but i do know i did that shit. i finished my degree. and no one can take that away from me โ not the doubt, not the trauma, not the voice in my head that said iโd never make it. so yeahโฆ i might be a little lost right now, but at least iโve got a degree, a tight pussy, and this memory of being face down with cum on my ass to keep me going ๐