I am really just at rock bottom with my depression and my li..
Published: January 19th 2022, 1:28:40 am
I am really just at rock bottom with my depression and my life just isn't going anywhere. I don't need idiots making it worse. For a specific sub to call me lazy like holy fucking shit wow. I make 20 minute videos that I feel don't get the recognition they deserve. I go out of my way to make videos with guys that I don't even like and I don't have good experiences with. I go out of my way to have a mental illness of wanting to hit myself in the nuts or letting someone else do it. I am not fucking lazy... I don't want to hear or see that out of any of my subs EVER again, or in general. Stop treating me like fucking shit. I obviously know why I'm treated like shit because I'm a male, I'm trans, nonbinary, and I'm also feminine. It's already bad enough men treat biological women like shit but for there to be a feminine presenting male? Oh just all cards are dealt. I try so hard not to fuss but I have to. I have a voice and I'm allowed to SPEAK and you'll be gagged and butthurt when I do. That's the power of it.