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Sometimes I worry people don’t really like my stuff T^T I am..

Published: June 2nd 2022, 4:47:41 am

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Sometimes I worry people don’t really like my stuff T^T I am eternally grateful for all the love and support I receive in any way. And ofc no one owes me anything. But my OF seems to kind of making a dip, not growing and I feel like people are not interested in ppv’s. The reason why I keep going is because there are people on here who’s love and support keep me going, but it’s hard sometimes which makes me so demotivated to the point I don’t enjoy cosplay anymore. Especially since I quit my job so I was able to dedicate more to my OF and you guys. I don’t ask you to spoil me, or anything, and don’t want you to if you don’t want or can’t (I know there a many of you who want to but can’t, either way it’s more important to me that you take care of and prioritise yourself first <3) but it’s the little signs of appreciation that keep me going, especially for someone that down talks herself easily ;-; be it a gift, tip, or sharing a meme even, I do need the support tbh because I love sharing my stuff with you and I want it to show after all Small rant over, I don’t want to sound ungrateful, so I’m really sorry if I am, just felt like sharing since it was keeping my mind occupied >.

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