🎥 New Sunday Full Length 🎥 Please Read First ❤️
We are very excited to share this new video with you! As you may already know, recently we went out to California to have some sexy explicit photos taken with a photographer friend we met a few months ago at our couples BDSM retreat. We were particularly excited about this shoot because she also agreed to be a roaming camera for us and shoot handheld video while we played. Something we have not explored since we started filming our sex more than a year ago.
As with many of the new things we have done over the last year or so, this was new territory for us and we weren’t exactly sure how it would go. We went into this new experience with no expectations or goals other than capturing our love and intimacy in a new way.
Ever since Skye and I started filming our sex and sharing brand new experiences with others, I have experienced performance anxiety related erectile dysfunction on a few occasions. I won’t go into specific details here but I do plan on making a few videos detailing different times and ways this issue has presented itself over the past year. I have learned so much about my ED since I first posted about it almost exactly one year ago today. (https://onlyfans.com/424063078/sunnyskyuncensored)
Basically, what I have learned is that I have trouble getting and maintaining an erection with new partners that I haven't yet build a solid emotional connection with and/or in situations where there is pressure to perform(time crunches or the pressure to "get the shot.")
With this roaming camera shoot, I knew that there was a high chance I would have some trouble. And I did. As you’ll see, the first half of this video contains the roaming camera video we shot and I don’t really get hard at all. And you know what. That’s ok. It’s a beautiful video and I had an absolutely incredible time playing with and pleasuring Skye.
As a pleasure dom, my ultimate goal is for my partners to feel as good as possible. Knowing that my partner is experiencing incredible pleasure gives me a sense of satisfaction and pleasure that is hard to describe. The first half this video shows just that. Me having the time of my life playing with Skye. I’m so excited we were able to capture squirting and stretching in a way we never have been able to before.
I've learned that ED is a very mental thing and it can be hard for a partner to understand when someone is not getting aroused the way they typically do and immediately take it personally. It can also be easy to be hard on yourself as well.
What is important is that you talk about it. Approach it together side by side. Be patient with yourself. Listen to what your body is telling you about what it needs in these moments and learn from it. On the other side, let your partner know how much you desire them and that it is not a reflection of your feelings toward them. Learn when and why it happens and tackle it together.
F0rcing anything during sex is never fun on either side. As you'll see in the video, at 22:00 I decide to call it. Skye gently checks in with me several times throughout the video but provides the space for me to decide when to call it. I always encourage this to anyone experiencing ED. Take a break. Get some water. Hang out for a little or even a day and come back to it. That's exactly what we did and the second half of the video shows the wonderful sex we had the next morning.
It is absolutely a wild feeling having someone else recording your sex (literally standing above you or next to you) while trying to multitask. This was a wonderful first experience with having someone else film our sex and I am so excited to try it again in the future and share it with all of you!
I want to thank you all of you for creating a safe space for me to be vulnerable and transparent about issues such as erectile disfunction and talk about them. There is an expectation for male porn stars to just be able to perform, and our goal is to always be as transparent and real with you as possible. I am so thankful to have the opportunity to explore so many new spaces and share them with all of you without fear of judgement or shame ❤️
Finally, I am incredibly grateful that I have such a loving and understanding partner that is patient and kind as I navigate my issues with ED. Thank you Skye 💕
Thank you for reading my ramblings. Now go watch the video 😊
Love you all,
- Sunny