here's a little update on what's been going on with me. as s..
Published: August 10th 2024, 6:08:06 pm
here's a little update on what's been going on with me. as some of you know, i'm continuing my treatment for cancer, and right now, i'm in a new phase that requires me to stop taking a hormone that i've been on all of my life. honestly, it's been much harder than i ever expected. without the hormone, i'm dealing with severe hypothyroidism, which is making my depression so much worse. i've struggled with depression my whole life, but now it's really overwhelming, and even my treatment for it isn't helping at all.
most days, i wake up and feel like i can't face the day, so i just try to sleep as much as possible. i end up staying in bed all day and only get up around 8 or 9 pm to eat something. i haven't been able to do much of anything, i haven't been talking to anyone, and i've barely left the house. today, i woke up feeling a little better than usual, so i wanted to take the chance to write this post and explain what's going on, especially since i know some of you have been really worried.
i'm going to do my best to get back into a rhythm and work on any custom requests and respond to your messages, but i can't promise too much right now. i'll be in this hormone-free state until mid-august, and i'm really hoping that once i can start taking it again, i'll feel better and be able to fully return to you all. i truly appreciate everyone who's continued their subscriptions, and i'm really sorry for the lack of content. i completely understand if you've had to pause your subscription, but if you can keep it going, it would mean the world to me, as i really need the support right now.
i manage everything on my page by myself, so i haven't been able to create enough content or give everyone the attention you deserve. even though i've been mostly absent, i've been checking in on your messages, and it means so much to me to see your support and concern. i'm so grateful for each and every one of you. you really are the best audience ❤️ i've missed interacting with you all so much, and i'm hoping to get back into my old routine soon, and maybe even spend more time here, especially since this next stage of treatment should help a lot!
